The moment when an angel falling..

I'm back~@@

2011-08-12T19:50:00.000-07:00

i'm back i'm back i'm back~!@.@

Oopss

2011-08-12T10:30:00.000-07:00

I hope there's more than 24 hours a day.

Seriously,times is really insufficient nowadays.

Slept 4 hours just now,woke up on 12:30am,probably nt a right time for my wake.

Tmr gonna be a long saturday again,as i'm going to work OT again......

nitez all..ZZz

I'M BACK~

2011-08-12T04:52:00.000-07:00

i'm back i'm back i'm back~!@.@

A sad chinese new year..

2010-02-16T04:10:00.001-08:00

tot i can have a nice nice new year..~
but..unfortunately,daddy got denggi and get into the hospital again~
this time mummy not here..for nine days long..
wanna cry..=(
and He's not here~no one can help when i'm get into trouble~
haiz~
everything is not important to me as long as baba can recover as fast as possible~
Heart pain~
he stay hospital alone..
='(
hope time pass faster..
over faster..
i dun wan like this..

Merry christmas~

2009-12-26T04:00:00.001-08:00

Just passed by 2009 x’mas.

here to wish all of you merry christmas.

1st time went clubbing on x’mas eve night.

the x’mas present tht i got for this year

.The x’mas present for him.

The x’mas present from him

my second delicious,the 1st 1 still haven’t finish actually~XD

thx dear~

wait..

still haven’t finish

the same comb he bought me on feb14,but this is totally bring back from Beijing.i ask him:y spend so much to buy the same thing???

He said:tht 1 for u to use,this 1 for you to keep~…@@

amber ring…

but u knw..it’s too big..until i hav to wear it on the fore finger….@@

the x’mas present from me to my self..@@

Lastly..

Both Vera Wang ..got princess feel~@@

new year coming..planning for the night..

Last,

Merry christmas,

Happy new year~

Huay,

regards.

Heart breaking

2009-12-12T13:43:00.000-08:00

can't sleep...
can't cry...
so suffer the feeling..
feel like dun wanna work anymore....:'(
我自问良心，从来没有利用过你，也从没有做过对不起你的事。
我当你是真心的朋友，当你有事，我第一时间要赶去帮你陪你帮你，每天准时seng msg给你问你起床了吗我们一起去学校。
我没有办法改变你对我的judgement,
或许是我们处事的态度不一。
但是我也想说，我真的不懂你们说照片不能放上去，你觉得如果我知道我还会放吗？对我有什么好处？？得到你们的责备？？
anyway,我并没有因为那件事儿气你，我哭是因为我觉得我真的不知道你会有这么大的反应，i mean for those photo that i published,what i knw is,the photo is a part of our memories,friendship memories,that's y posted it!
你说你不明白我，我就对你坦白，night job我真的很怕，因为那里没有一个我认识的人，我不知道下一秒会发生什么事。
我可以和susan的朋友们玩到那么投入，是因为我知道那些都是susan和她表姐的朋友，我知道我还是under someone's take care on me.
我给那个人电话号码是因为我认为那还是能under my control的，我没有拒绝他的理由，当时的情况，相信你都懂。
assignment,我也坦白吧，我一直没有主动做，因为我知道你的要求很高，做不好会被你bar,就像magazine design一样，你看了也不满意，对吗？所以我一直都在等你的吩咐，可是你没有叫我做，我知道当我是朋友，所以没有和我计较谁做多做少就自己在做。sorry,可能我们不能be work partner,但我不想因为这样而影响到我们的友情。
我要回seremban,自然有我的原因，而且你也不能阻止我回，就像我不能叫你为了assignment不要做工，那是一样的道理，对吗？
the most important is,i done my duty in the end~我没有连累你们。
that's all i want to say.
i can't control how u want to judge me,but what i can sure is i never ever did things that unsincere on you~
=)

Maison night

2009-12-02T20:56:00.001-08:00

It’s fun~=)

i went Maison last thursday which invited by susan’s cousin.

But the night was freakin lot of people.

We took a long time to quete outsite.sweat.==

Actually i though there’s jz a few of us,but Andrew did invited all his friends tghr~

This is my first time clubbing with them,fun and crazy~

All pretties,is it??^_^

There’s a really awesome dancer inside~can u guess which 1??

Before i get drunk.

Me and my future roommate sue san~love her~muacks~

look at 3 of this gal,haven’t drink but ady drunk~^_^

Went Brj for supper after that,super tired~@@

But there’s no class on the next day~u know how good it’s feel?XD

Baba and mummy come and fetch me the next day~

ad he was follow togther~

We went Genting~

saja.==

Act cool~@@

hehe……i had another new perfume~XD

haven’t and also lazy to capture for it~><

Love it o~^_^

everyone smelled it from me are saying :NICE PERFUME~^_^

think my taste is getting improve~XD

thx for buying me a new perfume~muackzz~happii

my time at seremban.

===================

I m going to move out from wangsa, found a room which located at Plaza prima setapak with Susan~

I thk we r quite lucky 1,coz it’s really hard to get a room there~but we got it~XD

Going to move in January~

yippi~

A unforgettable friday

2009-11-21T19:59:00.001-08:00

I was go through a memorable friday with my baby friends.

It was a amazing day.

Although sth unhappy was happened in the class on the early morning,it dosen’t affect my mood at all coz there are a big gang of them accompanying me for the whole day.

We went to Station1 for the breakfast.

Tht is my 1st time visited to Station1.believe??

hmm..the food not bad~

I ordered a chicken chop set,the meat is jz a slight,make me not full enough.=.=

And sth i was dissatisfied with is the services there.

Hmm..it took long time for me to waited for my dishes.

The dish jz reached after Qin finish their meal.=.=

So at the end was all looking at me when i was eating.

Asther was upset on the time.Actually what she facing now is what i faced before.So,i had share my advice and experience wif you~

Go out from the small circle as there are still got billion of circle for u to join.=)

Do not make the circle as ur whole world, as u will find ur self so suffer if anything happen to the circle.

So,Cheep up girl~

We smile,we eat,we chat.

here’s the photo.

This is jz a small part of the day.wakaka

Plan to go back sban my train,but since my baby hamster Mis is with me,i can’t jz left it and go back.

So,i jz stayed for another day and back on sat

I had my small journey to Kepong with 3 of them:Chai Hwee,Asther and Qin.

4 of us~happy dao~~~~~

Went to a HUGE park nearby Salayang or Kepong,not really knw~XD

but that was really nice.A Huge lake which surrounded by tree every where.

But it’s raining when we were there,so can’t take much photo.

4 of us~happy~

Cont with our journey~

From the lake park,pass by kepong~

Finally,we reach Menjalara~

our main reason here-MOMO Paradise~

yaya~we jz want to eat~the most enjoy moment~

Yummy yummy~

4 of us sit in a table~nice~

BTW,i want to mention about my hair style on the day~

the 1st time i clip my hair this way~and Qin said she found a yacht on my hair~=,=

Anyway,Asther said i look nice on me~^o^

haha~chou Hui Qin~yishhhhhh~~~~~

Thought it was the last part of my journey.

But Hwee told me that there was a clubbing function on the night with her friends~

And she did invite me together~

that was amazing~

Of cause i joined~

We rushed from Kepong to Wangsa Maju.

Thx for Ah A sent us back~thx thx~~

Once we get prepare we went to KLCC with Hwee’s housemate,to meet her friend-the one who treat me on the night~

Thx JAck~

It’s nice to meet u~

Thx Hwee~

around 10pm,we reached,LUna Bar.

Luna Bar is located on the rooftop of Pacific Regency Hotel Suites / Menara Pan Global.

the place is awesome and i thk it is one of the best night view on KL city.

Super-chic breezy rooftop bar with a pool in the middle,but the pool is jz for the hotel guest use in day time.

however,the consumption there is really high.rm475 for a Chivas ,Vodka or Marktell, and all these is jz charge 300+bucks normally in the clubs.

But it is worth for those who want to enjoy the place.

we took a huge lots of photo.

here are jz a small part of it.

this is the photo i grab from the internet,for u all to have a look.

So,tht’s all for the day!~

Finally…..@@

Thx for each and everyone of u~for giving me such a great day and night~

Big kiss and Hug~~~

慧呀慧=,=

2009-11-19T07:44:00.000-08:00

我没种，写了一篇长长的心里话，
最后还是把它删了，
为的就是不要大家不开心。
我在学习理智，可是怎么就想越学越不理智似的。
我需要人为我牵路哦 =(
明天就回家了
开心=)
周末应该会很美好，再看
晚安。
明天再来。

The recent photo that i took

2009-11-17T23:44:00.001-08:00

Happy Swimming time

Happy cooking time~~~ Happy shooting time~

Complicated mood

2009-11-17T23:32:00.000-08:00

Whoa~~

It’s really long long time never been here.

I thk those who coming here everyday are going to kill me bcoz of my laziness.

Haha!@@o

I got lot of thing want to write actually,coz i passed lots of happy and interesting time.

Not only tht,i meet lot of stupid stuff too!

LOL.

Funny hor~

Enla,jz summarize for last two weeks la~

Hmm..i Went Malacca on last two weeks~

With Huai and my dear~

Thks dear~from the trip i know he is willing to anything for me.

hmm..these few weeks is currently busying for assignment~

So i got not much time to go out wif my buddies~=(

But a few weeks ago we all went to chai hwee’s house cook~

That was a happy day~wooo~

Joyful+Happy+Crazy.=)

And i wanna thks my gp member for the assignment that we completed it together~

It would not complete without you all’s effort and helping~

And i’m here to say,jz correct me if you found my mistake~=)

hehe…

I dyed my hair again~

This time is brighter and i like it very much~

here’s a suck ppl i want to complain about.

She is just that stupid.treat her student unfair.

And i m here to say,no one will respect you if you ur self are not going to respect us~

Don’t hope that we will scare and respect u as you are not worth for us to do that.U get it?

And you are still not qualify enough to be our tutor.

I hate u!Totally hate u!

Dun show ur dark face to us when teaching as we pay u!

1st time meet such tutor~

I guess u all know who is the f**ker that i mention about.

Ignore it~let’s plan for the happy time~

What a busy life..

2009-10-30T07:51:00.001-07:00

Nearly 2 weeks never been here d..
Erm..sth jz hard to express out..
The moment when i create this blog was purposely jz to improve my english skill..
but..y it's just seem like become a memory album to me now..Yet my english is still that worst.=P
Some post..feel sad and thk back lots of incident after read it..feel like wanna delate it.
but is it meaningless that i created this blog if i keep delate post that i dislike to see anymore?
Nope,i will not do that,jz let it to become a part of my memories.=)
Now is on my diploma 2nd semester,and what i doing everyday?
I should work harder,study,avoid last minute work.
But you knw,it's just hard to control neh..>,<>Exam-->assignment--->exam
faint..@@
BTW,i got a small hope here,can all my friend help me to achieve it?
I do hope that our class can stay happily all the time.
Someone pls dun try to incite argument in between.
Coz i appreciate each and everyone of you.
Ok ,dun talk about those lou tou thing,feeling bit geli hor !
Is currently addicted with Alcohol!
If let mummy knw it die.
And..
i'm on diet~!
this time is serious.
So,dun date me go out and eat anymore har.
My laptop is sick.
IS stay at the hospital getting treatment nw.
Miss u lo..T_T
Really can't live without you.
I CAN't breath ..if living is wothout you..
i can't breath,,can't breath anymore...
I CAN'T BREATH!
So,faster recover!will treat u a new clothes after that~
Is getting tired coz the home PC light is too sharp.
I need to rest ..
Gud night.=)

Update for 14 oct gathering 2009

2009-10-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

Will you all whack me bcoz of the super late of my update?=)
is currently busying and lazying.
Me is going to share wif u for the gathing on 14 oct 2009.
the 1st time whole B3 was gathered.
The 1st time we all sing together play together.
There was just 1 lecture on the morning.
We all got prepared and 5 cars were go together.
A bit Pek Cek when comes to the car assign problem.
jz skip this annoyed part and let's see the fun part k?=)
30 minutes later,we reached 1U.
Booked a room at neway for 18 ppls.
Is it 18?if i not mistaken la.=)
the time that we start the room was 1pm but time to return room is 7pm.
Soo Long.
I m the 1st singer.=)
A bit shy.##
Can u imagine how noisy was it when 15 of the PR get in a room?
Even covered the voice who using mic.
XD
I discovered sth.
Discovered that lots of good singer among us.
Ppl that i heard 1st time:Alvin,Chen Yee,Susan,Kenji.
Ppl that i lesten currently:Bryant,Hui Qin,Chin.
LOL
Majority of them bring camera too.
Shooted and shooted.
But i wanna says thx to those who bring camera coz your captured the nice and sweet moment.
Left there around 6pm coz we still got another place to visit.
Had our dinner at Momo,a japanise streamboat that similar with Shabu.
Nice nice~
Lastly,we wnet for cheras long long pasar malam.
I enjoyed that day.
it makes the relationship get closer among all of us
And i love my friend,love u all
Love B3.
hope it's not too late to discover that.^^

Gathering of 14 oct 2009,with my dearest classmates and buddies~

2009-10-16T04:39:00.000-07:00

We had all attented for a class gathering at 1U neway,MoMo Japznise steamboat,Long Long Cheras pasar mlm.
All of the photos were took on that day~
A lots nice pic and nice memories~
Jz show the detail on tonight~
Enjoy it~

New Skin care

2009-10-10T02:23:00.000-07:00

I 'm finally found 1 set of new skin care product d,thx god.

Hopefully no more allergic happen on me~

I had been using it for 3 days,so far nth happen~

Sleep lately recently,skin getting worse,quite sad though.

BA forced me to take the pic at the counter in case i will forgot coz it's really too much step have to rmb.

Went to MOS on the Thursday before,1st time no drink and dance.

Feeling quite weird.=P

But anyway,enjoy too.

Next week on,have to go college daily le,sian.

Assignment coming d.

Err..i got sth want to share.

I learning how to play Piano.

Quite happy that i got to play a new song.=)

However,i thk it's still need some time to practice it.

Jz show when i complete that~
LOL

Finding stuff for the night.

Boring saturday=.=

I Back to Kl

2009-10-06T21:48:00.000-07:00

Hey~^^

NEarly 3 weeks never step into here le..

how are you all~

Last two weeks was my holiday~

Stay home very well~everyday jz eat and sleep~

feel sorry to muumy..T_T

I had back to KL since last sunday night.

But since this is the 1st week,so i got a bit free time to cont my holiday.

haha~

What a meaningless week.

I jz delay the undate until today,

coz everytime when i reach home is ady midnight and i was freaking tired,

and it's take sometime to arrange and edit the photo.

BTw,i nak share some photo that i took within these few days.

Went to Pavillion on Monday,quite a long period never been there d.

Enjoyed our drink at Lecka Lecka ,not bad.

This is my cocktail Poohtini.

Cheers~

While dar was just had a apple juice coz he scare drunk as he still need to drive after that.

Sit there for nearly 2 hours coz we are waiting for Bin to finished his sing at green box.

===============

For last night,we've went to sunway for ice skating.

But since we reached there was ady 8pm and i was wearing dress,so jz canceled the plan.

Step in to Forever 21 again,but i m wondering sth, coz found that the Forever 21 in Pavillion got not much of clothes,but the shop here got a lot of choices that i can't find at Pavillion.==

Bought the dress that i want~quite happy.

And i meet the dress at MNG that i love it very much.

Actually i was saw it trough their website earlier.

After tried it out yesterday,i found that i miss it so much.

but i'm still considering whether buy it or not coz i seldom wear dress like this.

But i need it too~T_T

Will go get it today mayb.XD

And dear bought his clothes too.

A E-sprit shirt,rm129 for jz a collar free shirt,wondering~==

Went to Hulu Langat again.

this choose the wrong restaurent coz the drink is sibeh expensive and not nice!

Prefering Gasoline or Haven also not bad.

Luckly there's still a nice view waiting for us.

see how he act cool~=P

And see how's mine.

Happy Birthday to 发一崇德

2009-09-20T02:18:00.000-07:00

I have a wonderful night at 19/9.

Last night,was the 10th anniversary celebration dinner of Chung De.

I had my performance on that night.

It was a wonderful night.

That was a charity function coz the guest are paid 50 bucks for each sit and half of the money will be donate to the association.

Feel so surprise that we(youngster gang) were invited to eat together.

It was sponsered by Ning's daddy to youngster gang.THX.=]

And after that function,we were planned to go out and celebrate My sister's bday together.

Seremban had just open a new"Station1",and they were decided to go there.

Actually i'm feel nth special of this cafe,coz i can get it everywhere Kl,but i never went there even 1 time.

LOL,jz simply feel nth special and somemore a bit look similar with OLDTOWN.

But since they decided to go to the new Station 1,so i just followed.

What i was shocked was,STation 1 at seremban is damn full~!

Even no place to sit.

But this station 1 look nice~=)

Not bad.

As a consequence,we try to search another cafe.

We went TArot~

OMG,another full house cafe.

Finally,no other choice,they decided the last place:A&W

what the...><

And when i reached there:Whoa,y A&W also the same?==

LOL,since when seremban bcome so many ppl d?

Luckly got our sit.

Celebrated Ling's bday there.

Seremban is really a boring city,no place to go after 12am.

T___T

Left the place around 1

and damn tired when i reached home.Slept until 12pm in the noon today~

And keeping delay my update till now coz i m busying+ bit lazy~

And i'm here to make a complaint on my 38 buddies!

You all drop me aeroplane,said wanna hang out this week but all are disappearing ><

faster contact me,waiting you all.

SAy Good bye to my 1st semester in2nd year of diploma!

2009-09-17T08:23:00.001-07:00

Bye bye~
My exam finished!!
woohoo!
Everybody is getting crazy and happy~
i can feel that~=P
I had studying at here around 1+year oledi,and with this period,
i really learn and experience a lot of things and knowledge.
Erm,1st,i learn to play,
i learn to gossip(in a better way)LOL
i learn some knowledge from school,
i learn yam cha at midnight with friends,
i learn good words i learn bad words as well~=]
i learn to identify ppl
i learn to sing
i learn to be happy
i learn to be independent.
I LEARN A LOTS!
And i feel happy with all of the learn~
And~
at the same time~
i also realize something~
QUite meaningful to me~
The people who close with you at the begining,dosen't mean that he/she is the best for you.
The other hand,the ppl who u mayb dislike in the begining,who know one day you and he/she are getting closer and you found that even she/he is that awesome~=)
Went for cheung k and movie with my college buddies today~

3 pretty~ahaha

My buddies

Chin was absent coz she is at Genting now~
haha~her 2nd house~=P
I had a great time with them~
And i'm here to say thanks to Evelyn,coz u guide me a lot on the revision~=)
Here a kiss to u~muackss~~
Thks for Bryant~coz you are the one who always giv me support whenever i was unappy~
And i'm getting close with new friend which from B4,the guy who always call me lui lui-Wai Hong,
The kampungkia,Mainson,but we still haven't talk so far=P
i will rmb that bcoz that is his blog's link~
so funny~
Glad to know you all~=)
My 2 weeks holiday is coming~
I feel so exciting~
coz i know i can meet my hometown friends within this two weeks~
and today i feel so happy too,coz my family are happy~=)=)
And my dog-Pretty~once saw me back will shake tail and welcome me~
LOVE!!!!
muackzzzzzzzzz~!to you all~~
and
THANKS~!
NING:UR english exam are getting closer~must prepare well ya~u can do it 1~jia you~
^<>

I want my family members happy all the time!

2009-09-14T01:41:00.000-07:00

Very sad..
Sth unhappy happened within the last weekend.
Daddy quarrel with mummy..
We wish to help...but..what can we do.=(
Frustration and moody~
Luckly there is a ppl keep accompanying me,thank and i feel more better now ~
Love you.
ONe more subject to go on wednesday~
Faster finish then i can wear all my new clothes to go gai gai with my fellow's.
XD
I wish i can make my family happy.
Cause,
whenever they are happy,i will feel happy too.

快乐是自找的

2009-09-11T10:09:00.000-07:00

离开了不快乐的人，不快乐的日子
自信的我又回来了，比以前更美~

我没有爱威哦，不要打我，哈哈
在努力的改进着，要支持我哦。
明天还有考媒体写作，我得睡了
晚安~=P

09-09-09 Happy 99 forever

2009-09-09T10:21:00.000-07:00

What a wonderful day.
PPl marry today,full.==
Wish those who get marry today will stay happy forever with their Hubby and Wife^^
Since it's so meaningful on these day,how can i miss the chance to get with my partner..haha
Another free day coz no exam,off to Green Box coz i got nearly 1 month never go for sing lu.@@
My singing skill become worst and worst,quite sad tough=(
Ning left for a very long period while i was sitting at the box.
At first i thought he jz left for went to the toilet or took some food or drink.
But..slowly i realize that he ady left for 10 more min.
Start feeling no mood and get worry and angry finally.
His phone was off and didn;t reply my msg.
for nearly half hours long.
i kept called but can get connect with him.
And when he back,i was damn angry on e him.
i turned my worry jz now to angry bcoz he never giv me any msg before he left.
He kept apologized to me..and told me actually he was off to looking a present for me on such a meaningful day.
He wanna buy me the perfume and yet bcoz of my angry he quickly rush back to me.
Sorry...><
I really feel touch and sorry after hear it.
Thx for what u done for me.
I rejected you for buying me the perfume coz i thk i really got enough of my perfume d,not bcoz i dislike it@@
Wait i finish half of my perfumes then only u buy for me ok~?
Anyway,i m so happy that you had gave me a surprise on these meaningful day.
I love you~=)

I need relax~!

2009-09-07T10:36:00.000-07:00

Today is my PRst exam~
The hardest subject ever~@@
It's a quite memorable day,coz 80% of the students said that they are going to fail the subject.
You know,no one got enough time to finish all the question,of cause me to~
so 25 marks for question 4 bye bye=P
hehe,still laugh~XD
coz i m so happy that PRST exam done finally~
now jz left 3 more subject~
Yesterday join fer a study gp with Bryant,CHIN,and Evelyn at GK MCdonalds,until 4 am in the morning@@
1st time had study gp with them~quite fun~
Went to KLCC jz now coz i need to have some fun!!
Went by LRT coz Dear got no car to use for these few days.
Had our dinner at Nando's

Shopped around.

As u know,i really hard to control once i get in to shopping centre.XD
Someone shooting when i was seeing for clothes.

nice?i like it,bought,haha

Nail colour from Shiseido.

Know what i m looking for?

Dun wanna tell you,haha

Shopping bring me lot of fun~

I need to relax after such crazy exam@@

The last pic for today~=P

No title~~~=P

2009-09-05T19:36:00.000-07:00

I am so happy in these few days.
If you ask me the reason,i can just tell you:I DUNNO=P
Though i m having my final.
Mayb is bcoz of,erm...
i really can't get the reason la~
Jz can say that everything around me are bringing happiness to me~
Mayb i had found my way~
Quite few days never update blog coz having my final.
still got another 4 subject have to go on.
Wanna revison on PRST later,
quite not enough time actually><
Jz here to writing some nonsense~=P
Gook Luckto everyone
HAve a nice day~=)

The last shopping day before exam

2009-08-31T09:15:00.000-07:00

I was just back from My nice shopping and Shabu buffet.
Quite full.
I went shopping today ~again~
Perhaps this is the last shopping day before my final.
Lots of people,and the stage full with national day decoration~

Every shop that we step in for sure got customer inside~
I went Che Che,i found the bag that i like~cute~><
Went Lewre,no nice shoe lo~
Went Charles and Keith,i found that the bags there majority are nice~
Most important is the price is reasonable also~
Majority not over than rm150~
Those who prefer a nice and cheaper nice bag can try to consider bout it~
And the levi's shop was fit again~nice and we was attracted by it.
Dar met a pants he like but the size was finish,aishh!!
Oh o,nvm,there still another levi's at The GArden~
We had found it at The Garden,but finally he choose the other design pula.@@
Here is the 1 that he bought.

Walking around The Gardens,i was kept finding sth to buy but hard to get it~><
Step in to Miss Sixty,Attracted by the jeans and i know it's a famous in England~
I was shocked by the price,rm899 for 1 jeans~but luckly there sales on going~
The design is quite nice,but the quality seems like jz mama only lo~
Nvm,jz went to have a try and see.
The SG was so LC,not really want to choi me~Heng!!
i found another SG that is better,asked for my size~
After wear,yeer..not really nice lo,actually the material are flimsy.
Mayb i'm not so familiar with it.==
But it jz simply look so fat on my ass><
Give up,step out from the shop.
Tired lo~Walked back to midvalley.
There is a fair organizing by Shu Uemura,i was amazed by the new product.
The BA showed me a nice colour lip stick.
Ok,i want this~
Met the new shadow colour as well,nice blue and yellow~
Ok,i want this too~
After a few minites gone,the BA told me the lipstick and the blue shadow i prefer were sold out.
LOLzz
I found that shopping at midvalley was suffering coz most of the things we want to buy are normally sold out lo.@@
Over hundred colours but it's hard to choose><

So,i've choose another colour that is simillar.lazy to search at the other outlet.
I 've spent rm265 and join for the member.Dunno what use pun~@.@
There is a free shooting for every customer that spent over rm100 coz they are having promotion now.

I was a bit force to do it coz feel bit shame lo~
hehe

I was asked to pretend~haha

so..this is the result~

Nice?haha..
After finished shooting was nearly 9 pm,damn hungry and tired@@
Went to old Klang Road for SHabu Buffet~

Not BAd;P
Somebody eat so much lo,like a cow@@
wakaka~

I thk today is my last joyful day before exam.

erm..nono!it must be~!

if not i will die@@

hehe,happying with my war shopping result~

A nice trip

2009-08-30T10:23:00.001-07:00

Dang dang~

i'm back~

from a summer beach trip~PORT DICKSON

wakaka~

a lot of nice and funny shoot oh~

the total pictures we had took were 168@@

here to share about these 2 days whereabouts.

We booked an apartment at COurs and stay there for 1 night~

once we reached~haha

The trip was organize by Bin~

Ren-helped to book the room.

ME-helped to prepare the BBQ for that night.
Our 1st night at PD.

We just reached there by 8++pm.==
1stly i still thought we will arrived at 6 sth,who know delayed 2 hours.lol

Once we reached the apartment,we start to prepare the fire for BBQ,but there's a stove that given by the hotel~

means that it's allow the guest to have a BBQ party at the balcony

The boys were start the fire,well,but they took quite long time to settle it lo~haiyo

haha

There was astro provide by the hotel,so nice~

And some of the keep on watched cartoon~

enjoyed the BBQ party for nearly 2++ hours.

After the bbq,see how they enjoyed them self~lol

After everyone was well prepared,we walked down to the man-made beach which is under the hotel.

The moon and the sky were freaking nice~

love it so much~~

We were walking and searching around.

I love the sea,at the same time i feel it's mysterious,especially in such dark night.

Drew on the sand-a turtle~hehe

and i was capturing around~

============================================

The next day i was woke up at 930am

but we jz waited til 12+ and kept our things to the beach for swam.

SOme shooting before we left.

The most joyful time was here~

On the beach~

wakaka.

Me and my dearest mei mei~

See how crazy i was~really fun ,haha

with my gang~

With my dear~

our couple beach suit~

Me and U~

enjoyed this trip~

i will miss you all~

especially my mei mei~

i really miss her so much~

thks god for giving me such a good and cute sister~

i love you~

My exam is nearer~

From this week on,i really hav to make effort le~

i will do my best~

thks for bring me a lot of happiness ya~

really love you all~

And thks my parent~i love you~

muack~

good night everyone~

The joyful friday

2009-08-29T02:07:00.000-07:00

I'm here to uploading my blog for what yesterday happened~
Y so late?coz i keep busy since the moment i woke up~
I went to watch movie yesterday~dating~@.@
hehe~
SUch a joyful night~I went for shopping~for our dinner~and for movie as well~
I watched the last show of the movie that GSC had-UP-1.30am><
hehe,but i like it~
Both little fella jz walked around like a foreigner from outside country,but fun~
capture everywhere~
Those people really treat us as foreigner,even the seller=.=
It's fun,hehe.
But sth odd happened==
The incident as below;
We went to the butik around bkt bintang-Body Glove,
planning to buy for our self a pair of couple beach suit as we are going to PD with lots of buddies today~
Try and try and try~finally we found what we want~
So happy~
Then,when ready to pay for it,rm248,we didn't so much cash~
So jz planning to use the Debit card.
By the way,the cashier request us to wait til 12am only pay for it(i thk they want to increase the next day sales)==
fine,coz that time is 11.58pm
After 12,they try and try to insert the card into the machine,failed and failed and failed...
Oh oo...how?
1 of the cashier told us that around there got several bank,so we rushed to every bank and found that each of the ATM machines are OUT of SERVICE!
And when back to the shop the cashier told us all of the bank service system are out of service after 12am!
WHat the... :@
SO,for what we can do is just go and pay today and the shop reserved for what we had choose.
Waste time and petrol to go to the city and just to pay for it.
COme back to seremban in the morning of 7am by KTM
1st is bcoz of missing my family so much,wish to see them with longer time,hehe
2nd is bcoz i hav to prepare the things and food that needing for tonight's BBQ party at PD.
We had rented a room at COrus hotel and going to stay for a night at PD.
With 11 people if i had not mistaken.haha
That is the reason why i got no chance to update my blog earlier .
Went to the market and Tesco bought those food and stuff for the whole morning and afternoon,
SWt -.-lll
i gtg go d,here to put some pic we had captured yesterday~
we meet when i back from my summer trip lo~

真傻

2009-08-27T09:04:00.000-07:00

哈哈~他竟然想办法让我看见他的不满~
好傻哦~
还每天来view一个不再是自己朋友的blog~
只能说，你还在和和一个与你没有关系的人斗~
之前这样骂你，我真的觉得自己错了，冒犯了你，在此向你道歉，对不起。
但我还是不会因此对你改观
因为你的行为及想法让人觉得可笑及幼稚。
我有金矿？和你有关系？
就算有，也是我的幸福，你能做些什么？
我的生活过得非常好~至少很有意义~
人总是有高峰，当然也会有低槽的时候。
或许有天我会跌倒，可是至少我曾经站在高峰上，看过最美丽的风景，
总比有的人从来都没机会站在高峰上，看看最美的风景，哪怕只是一会儿~
好好的管好你自己，不要整天想着怎样弄人骂人。
你尽管想办法骂吧，我说过不会让自己的眼睛受苦，更加不会让自己的生活受苦。
如今的你更加可怜了，为什么呢？
因为你还在花时间在一个和你无关的人的身上。
看开吧，你会活得更快乐。
别当井底之蛙，看看外面的世界，天空是如此的辽阔，学习放下，你将会觉得一切只不过如此。
祝你好运~加油~

觉悟

2009-08-25T08:05:00.000-07:00

好久没有用母语带出自己的心情了。

说真的，母语，其实还蛮感性的。

一大清早，我就爬起床了，

睁开眼睛就坐在前脑前，这是我的习惯，应该也是你们的习惯吧@@

今天转性哦，竟然花三个小时去打扫家里叻。

地上不断的被我扫扫扫抹抹了五次，因为实在肮脏。==

在扫地的当儿，也希望能扫走不快乐的回忆，

灰尘扫干净了，可是回忆却还在，扫不走。

我太笨了，为何要选择前两次的原谅，而换来第三次的痛？

这次是最痛的，但我也相信这绝对会是最后一次。
因为，我看清楚了他的人格。

没想到他竟然会用那么没受过教育的粗语咒骂女生，
当初看了以后，我愣了，
因为我实在没想到，原来我一直以来都把这么没品德的人交心。

同时，我也笑了，因为我摆脱了一个这么糟糕的人。

生气伤心当然会，可是仔细想，

其实觉得这人好可怜，

爱情失败，友情失败，

以前的我，甚至欣赏他的善良，觉得他好好，学业不好没关系，至少它不会欺负人，可是昨天看了他的话，我改观了。

因为我发现，它只是一个什么都不会，爱逃避问题，暗地重伤别人的“普通人”

咦？怎么我写的他，写下写下变成它了？

他或它，和我没有关系。

告诉你吧，不管你再怎么狠怎么骂，我的肉不会痛，我不会因为你的诅咒而变得更臭，而且我再也不会让自己的眼受苦，看见这些不干净的话。

相反的，你沦落到要用咒人来打发时间，也不好好地充实下自己，一无四处，而且还常常为自己干的傻事而感到骄傲，哈哈，

好好的改变一下自己吧，否则你真的是最可悲的人了。

回来我的世界~

幸好我的付出得到回报~

有人请我去吃寿司，

好久没吃了，有一个月吧

今天吃不多，因为智慧牙在长着，吃什么都好痛

可是还是带着大肚子回家~好饱~@@

我贪吃的他

OYAKO DON,几乎每次都吃这个

拍得我好丑==

午觉一连睡了三个小时~厉害？

哈哈

我要加油，因为我要做很多快乐的事~

让自己过得最幸福~^^

Away from foolish from today

2009-08-24T09:17:00.000-07:00

"You!change your mind,like a girl changes clothes,
Yeah you P.M.S like a bitch i would know,
...
I should know that u're no good for me.."by EARLIER!!
Previously i really do not know who the people that should use the song to describe for~
But i'm aware now~
Met a foolish within the previous 1 year.
But is ok coz all the things were end today.
I never own anyone now~
feeling happy.
And pls do not try to search anythings from my blog as it's all not related to you!
Today we are 7 ppl had jz done a stupid presentation.
Haiz~feeling sad actually.
The most pity is Chee Teck as he really put a lot effort on it~
Sorry ah TEck.T__T
Stupid teacher!hng~
Emo teacher~
Is ok as i believe we all will jz pass it safely.
Hope so><>i finally watched "Pinocchio"
OMG,mayb you all will said y jz you watch it now?
hahaha~
but i really like disney cartoon as it can really make me thk on a lot of sweet memories.
I went for thaifair tomyam today at GK,with darling.
I really want to say thanks to him because he is the one who keep on supporting me and bring me a lot of happiness no matter what happen on me.
My life is colourful with his accompanying.
Another people that i wish to say thk u is my college buddies,thks for listening to whatever nonsense i had told,
i jz feel so nice when express it out sincerely.
i love you guys,
although you guys will just make me angry sometime==
haha~
joke joke.;p
Exam coming,everybody must do your best ya~
We do well together and play well together ok?
haha~^^
Bryant having a new blog oh~congrate ya~
pls la,dun jz put ur idol's photo ok.
Show us ur's too.
And post as many post as possible in order for us to read ur heart.:P

Double H

2009-08-22T09:37:00.000-07:00

Hurted+Happy
It happen together on the same day.
Today quarrel with him.
Both of us hurted seriously.
Finally?all crisis solved~
Thanks god.
sek back.muackss~
Went to Sunway Pyramid.
I got a long time never went to there d,today went again~
Nice,heaven for shopping~
hehe
of cause spend money again~=(
Bought?
yup~a pant and a shirt at Forever21.
2 hair headband from Diva.
took me rm200++
blek~
Dear~thks for whatever u done and u told me today~
Sorry that i hurted you badly~
I love you as the way that you love me~.
Muackzz
Happying for next week that we can meet each other all the time~
Hope you will happy too ya~

i want to recover as "FASTEST" as possible

2009-08-13T10:17:00.000-07:00

Sicking.@.@
Seriously suffer.
Woke up early in the morning,whole body felt pain.
Approximately 1 hour later,i felt that that is sth wrong on my body~
OMG,i m getting fever!!
no..T___T
I hate fever.
Whole day no strength,feeling tired.
I dun wan pass my sick time in the small room although it's charming~
wahaha~
called mummy come and fetch me back,but since daddy today had to work until 11pm,so i was waited him come to me after his worked.
Finally reach home~Seremban~
Happying to meet my dog~
Happying to meet my family~^^
hehe~
Btw,i'm still suffering~
HOpe it will recover by tmr~!!

Wednesday~

2009-08-12T11:10:00.000-07:00

Lazy to update today's post but i have to do so in order to jode down such nice moment.

I went to Pudu Raya again today,for my dinner~

But this time went together with dear but not friend~

Take a shoot before get down from the car~

Went for dinner~
We ate ikan Panggang~

Spicy~!!!!but simply delicious.

like it~

Walked around coz i really long time never went there for a walk ady~

Nth special,still a lot of fake Lv and others branded product.

haha

After that went to Cheras pasar malam again~

There were lesser people compare with last time.

Mostly is because of H1N1 incident that happening now~

I thk it should be reduce the time to go out coz it's quite dangerous d~

A gloomy day

2009-08-11T11:31:00.000-07:00

Once i was woke up at 12.00pm,i was invited Qin go sing k.

But since Chin was sick.

So we had cancel it.

Qin was planned to come to us after her lunch,but who know she got the news about his grandfather passed away,so that she was rushed back to Johor.

Sad to hear that.

At first we all plan to go chin's house and she cooked porridge for us,but since the incident happened,

so i jz go alone~

Today's sun was damn hot and strong.swt

While staying at chin's house,i was searched for her movie.

I found some and some of it are really nice~~

After 4 pm,we went for class.

Quite boring~

And they planning for the class trip.

Happying to hear that~

we can go play together le~

wahaha~

We left the hall at 5pm.cureless lo~

wahaha

Bought a rojak as my dinner~

It was alot altought i've ordered the smallest ~

Afterthat bought the Nu You for this month as well~

Simply flip trought it~

i will buy it every month ,coz i like the content and it's informative for the lastest news about the fashion guide.

Passed my evening time by watching "the Little Nyonya",singapore tv series that AEC showing now.

But since i not at seremban for the weekdays.so i jz downloaded it and watch it whenever i was free.
But once i've watched it i will watching it non-stop d~
sei lo~

Tmr still got a small test~

Altought i m not tired at all but i m forcing to sleep le~

Godd night~

The 2nd post for today

2009-08-10T09:41:00.000-07:00

Suddenly feeling like..wanna write something again.
For what i'm thinking now~
i had updated my blog today.
By the way,i've also visited lots of friend's blog even that some of it i had never visited it before.
Some of it jz review today.Changed a lots.
There are happy,sad,mad,discouraged post..
Within all the post,i've notice that some of them will just post their happy moment,but no the sad moment.While some of them are feeling frustrated,sad and even failure on them self.
Well, just being here to say something.
If you are sad and failure today,it dosen't means that you will be the failure forever.
It's just a low tide on ur life.
The other way round..when you are happy today,dosen't mean you will be happy forever.(but that's not everybody's wish of cause)
So,what can we do?
Love whatever u having now,just in case of,you will miss it 1 day.
At least you have the nicest moment with it~
It makes me think of my lose cosmetic bag..T__T
Well.Come back.( at least i'm having a new 1,wakakaka)
Show ur truth heart,dun hide it~for ur sincere friends~
Wanna use" forever" to describe friendship?seems like a bit too heavy for it~
Just do ur best~ignore the unhappy incident~
Keep smiling,a day will be pass speedily.
Appreciate the people that are loving you~
You know i love you~(as you all know who i m reffering to)
=)

Another Cheerful day

2009-08-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

Feeling quite full coz i ate quite lots during the dinner just now.
I jz reach Wangsa in the afternoon sent by Daddy~
Thks dad,i love you oh~
Skipped class again~PRST and MNG .
Lazy.T__T
And finally attended for the 1 hour english class which is at 6-7pm.
At first not plan to go but Chin call at 5.50pm.
Fortunately i got attend for it ,otherwise i will miss all the happy hour that happened just now~
We went to dinner after class.
Thought that we will just eat GK or some where near Wangsa.
Who know they decide want to go Pudu raya(chi choing gai) eat pula.=.=
Jz go lo,i got a lot of free time also^^
We went there for the Stone Rice~
Chin and Hwa share 1,while me and Chin share 1.
Ate a lot lo~
FUll.
And i bought the baked rice and "wife biscut",they call lou po beng as my disert,nice lo~
After the dinner all were planned for the following time.
And suddenly Ah Hwa suggest go to the stall around Time Square to have some tong shui(disert drink).
LOL, jz finish dinner now go eat again????
Okok,i'm all right all well as i no need pass the time by sitting at room..T__T
Finished the disert,damn full now@@
Wanna go where ah?Titiwangsa Garden o?
ok lu,as well as no need go back so early.
Whatever la,wakaka
Chit Chat over there,i thk nearly 1and half hours long lo.
Chin and Qin 38,crazy lo.
All crazy girls and 1 crazy boy~
Cheerful~
I laughed until nearly die with their talked.
WE leave finally around 11pm.
Chin lo~feeling sth weird,scare us,faster leave better~
Haha~
I'm feeling so happy lo~hahahaha
Siao lang~
Thks ya u guys,for giving me a cheerful day.=P

A nice day~

2009-08-09T12:00:00.001-07:00

I attend for a nice small gathering today~
With my religion's buddy~
I be the doctor's helper today(Nurse) for Charity purpose~
hehe~nice lo~
After that went for our dinner(Mcdonalds).
Jusco Sban's MCdonalads is usually nicer than others(for me la)
Dunno y pun~
Finished our dinner,all quickly rush to Dear house coz they want to swim~lol
Me and Ning are the only ppl who no swim coz i never bring extra clothes+ bit lazy .

We curi pak toh at the Bar counter~

He treat me eat his yan wo and his favourite Tiramisu~
Hehe~nice nice~
Muackzz~
I love the bar counter especially the light~

Nice~
And besite the bar counter can see a small ganden(I jz can describe as a garden but not others)==

Look atall the Ma lau swimming~haha

The end of my weekend~

Hope the following week are all happy week~

Sleepy lu~Godd night~zzz

Nice Dinner~

2009-08-07T10:28:00.000-07:00

Just come back from a "nice view dinner".
All was planned by my dear,thks ya~Muackzzz..

This is my 1st time went to Hulu Langat,they usually called it as"small Genting"

There are several of restaurant,Look Up Point,Gasoline...

We went to the restaurent which i think is the nicest view.

It is more suit for couples to go there have a "candle light dinner .
The "CANDLE LIGHT"not bad=)

The 1st thing i do when reach is..capture~wakaka

Once u reach the place,i think most of you will like it.

The night view is that nice~

You can even see the whole KL city.

While waiting for the food~

hehe~=)
COmes to the food.
I ordered a grilled chicken chop.

And i was amazed by it's black papper sause,extremely nice~

And the strawberry milk shake as well~

We was enjoyed with the air,view and food.SOmemore there are also two male singer are singing~

The environment is nice.

And i do hope i can go again with dear and friends as well.=)

some capture before leave.

Yawn=.=

sleepy..good night lo~UUzzzz

New look

2009-08-04T10:42:00.000-07:00

Today i was went to change my new hair looking~
Nono,suppose to say that yesterday coz now is ady 1.43am.

With new style now~

QUite like it~

not bad=)

Before that i kept finding saloon coz i really never set my hair at kl so far~

And finally i had found a nice saloon,only discover now~

Seems like a bit too late>,<

The saloon called Zex,which is located at CHeras business centre.

I found it from the internet and notice that it is a "artist saloon"

http://www.zexworkshop.com.my/index2.html

http://www.ifeel.com.my/vdr17807/web/newtrend/nt_content.aspx?id=272&pg=1&so=DESC&sc=Content

Y said so?Zex with a reputation of setting up hairs even for Astro Talent Quest as well as some local artiste like Yen Ngan Mei Yan and also Chen Si An.

And i was amaze by the high-tech equipments too~

I was planned to colour and cut a new looking style~

And suddenly the stylish asked me: Have you ever curly up ur hair?

I said: No

He: May u try to set a temporary curly hair style and have a look for it?
Me:err...ok~

so...this is the result~

So what i do end up with is the platinum crystal oil from Wella~Charge me rm55 and hopefully nice for me~;p

Recover

2009-08-03T20:14:00.000-07:00

Our friendship is on the way of recovering.
Next time dun do that anymore know?
1 time quarrel can make us closer,
but many times quarrel with destroy our friendship.
Noe?
must treat me nice nice ya~hehe~
GOing to change my hair style later~
DUnno how would it be~><
Nervous o~
IF nice then i post it ya~
IF not nice then T_______T

Everything is gone from now on!

2009-07-31T10:58:00.001-07:00

Gone!!
Good bye and do not appear in my life anymore!!
i dun wan to see u anymore!

A Hurted Day..

2009-07-30T19:41:00.000-07:00

Today is my injure day.
I got hurted totally.
By someone.
It's painful until now.
i try to pretend my self as nothing for the whole night,
but actually my heart is bleeding..no one's know..
I'm in a ship that is going to change the suituation..
I feel like a crazy women,for the whole night.
Sometime cry crazy,the other time laugh crazy.
Gone,everything is gone.
People who understand me well are know that..once i got hurt by friendship..it's hard to recover anymore, the scar in my heart is so hard to make it disappear.
Let it gone,jz let it gone.
Pls dun treat me like a crazy women anymore as I'M NOT!!!

Frustration

2009-07-28T20:54:00.000-07:00

Long time never update my blog~@.@
Today is the tenth week3rd day of my semester.
I still hav 1 assignment and two presentation have to conduct..lol
Exam is coming either on week14 or week15,is it really enough time for me?
Feeling frustrate when think about exam~
feeling cureless too~=p
Life will be colourful only when meet my lovest buddy and darling~
My cat is going to finish his diploma here at the end of this year,and cont his study on UK.
sad sad.=(
Planning for a honeymoon trip~
A place that can shopping,eat nice food,stay comfort,nice view,nice tourism place too.
Any suggestion?=)
FOr me,no matter where we go,i will feel happy too as long as he is besite me.yeah,exactly.
Mega Sale season now,so how much the girl spent?
I thk almost all the gal are getting crazy with it,is it?=.=
My self also bankrap le..T__T
Must stay Guai guai from now ok?
Another happy case want to share,i had decorated my room~with sth nice and cute~
It Become a little charming room now.nice nice~love it~
only show the pic later ya~

MAC style Warrior reached!~

2009-07-06T11:00:00.000-07:00

My result of War shopped~=.=Nice bo?not really can show the colour~><

pIGment ~

My dear~(during dinner~)

Me~lol

Recently are too busy for rushing on my assignment~

That's y no time To update my blog.

Sry~><

I went to KLCC today~

Altough busy still want to go~><

Bcoz i REALLY have a very long time never Go pak toh with my dear le~lol

Had our dinner at Nando's.Not Bad~XD

I bought M.A.C warrior style eye shadow~.

One of the colour that i like was sold out~T___T

Replaced it by another Pigment Clusters that the BA introduce me,nearly the same colour,but still a little bit different ~

And it's even more costly compare to the shadow that i prefer~

RM70..><

I bought also coz really waiting for it too long ady~

Together with the other dark brown eye shadow~

Somemore,i bought a new gel eye liner finally~!!

i got no gel liner to use since my cosmetic bag had been stolen last time~~T_____T

This time bought Maybelline's.

When i went to Watson's ,it was sold out~@@

i feel so sad and disappointed coz i want to buy it for a long time ady~

really sad~

aND Dear ask me Why not go and buy another brand?

i said:got, but more expensive wor(bobbi brown),maybelline is jz rm39 but if buy bobbi brown need to pay double, rm70~

he said:if u like then y not we jz buy that 1?

(thanks dear~)muack

But when asked for the BA at Bobbi brown,he said black colour is finished~:'(

Very disappointed and sad this time~wuwuwu~

Suddenly i saw Sasa shop~!

hahaha~

i knw inside got Maybelline~!

Finally i bought also~hehehehe

I seldom got confidence on Maybelline's product except for it's Mascara.

But this gel liner really best~SMOOTH and Long lasting~

And finally i went to Shaped my eyebrow today~

At Make Up For Ever~

bought an eyebrow pencil~

i m more Prettier now~hehehe

And the moment reached home start rushing for my assignment~

But need to say thank you to dear coz he help me to complete the part i not really know how to do~^^

It's too late now and i m feeling sleepy now~

After post the photo i hav to go to sleep~

Good night~zzzz

Zero sadness from now on

2009-06-18T18:36:00.000-07:00

My sadness is gone~!
From now on~!
No more tear,
no more cry~
I want to be a happy girl~!
This is my unlucky week,i got curse~!
But i believe the curse is gone~
Met a 瘟神last week~
So bad~><
Find the ah po inside the movie"Drag me to hell" go use Lamir curse her~:@
And i do believe,san jian ke gathering is a happy thing and should not be hide~
We're not wrong,y should we feel sorry to others?=)

沮丧

2009-06-17T04:30:00.000-07:00

最近的我到底怎么了?
我好不开心!
我好压力!
我想我最快乐的时候就是和知己庆生..
还有..睡觉。
只有在做这两件事是我最开心的时候。
我怎么了，我到底怎么了？
每一次把assignment翻开准备要下手时,
脑子不知不觉就会想起好多令自己不快乐的事情。
想着想着，干脆把文件都关了。
不是答应自己要过得有意义吗？
怎么会变成这样呢..
我想在我的生命中..好久好久没有试过这么沮丧了..
几乎忘了那种感觉。
可是这种感觉又渐渐的找上我了，
好不安。
我过得好不顺利..
朋友，真正的，我有几个..
有的甚至让我觉得好伤心，
我该伤心吗？
或许我根本就不必在乎吧
贬低我的，在我后面说我的，有多少个？
真正帮我的，支持我的，真心对我的，又有多少个？
你们问问自己吧。
我累了，什么都不想理了。
爱情..我似乎也不觉得自己有多成功
一切都只能靠我自己去摸索
我不能倒
我不能
我听见寂寞在唱歌

寂寞在唱歌-阿桑
天黑了
孤独又慢慢割着
有人的心又开始疼了
爱很远了很久没再见了
就这样竟然也能活着
你听寂寞在唱歌
轻轻的狠狠地
歌声是这么残忍
让人忍不住泪流成河
谁说的人非要快乐不可
好像快乐由得人选择
找不到的那个人来不来呢
我会是谁的谁是我的
悲伤越来越深刻
怎样才能够让他停呢

不哭

2009-06-14T20:56:00.000-07:00

如果爱你是种盲目

我不在乎没了退路

要拿永远当赌注，才算数

但爱变得毫不在乎

你的自私我的不服

风追逐猫的影子，太无助

我能说出一千个一万个理由去爱你

也能找出一千个一万个理由去恨你

这么投入都不够

还能再说什么

留下苦自己吞服

已分胜负早该醒悟

用坚强掩饰脆弱

忘记你的全部

这段情我是俘虏

输得彻底确给你祝福

忍住不哭

Everything begin from today~

2009-06-14T19:33:00.000-07:00

From now on,

everything changed~

Something mayb was important so for me previously.

But,it is the time to change~

I want to fucus on my future~

I want to focus on my friend~

I want to focus on my self~~~

Dear friends,thks for giving me support~

I feel happy to have you all as my friend~

Thks~muackzzz~~

Non-educated people~

2009-06-13T12:11:00.000-07:00

Seriously,i met an non-educated and brainless people today.

Hav u ever saw a girl that talking about ur bad things with others in front of u?

Hav u ever met a ppl that chatting all the nonsense and hamsap content with guys in front of her boy friend?

Hav u ever see a girl sitting at the store talking and laughing without care her image at all?

Hav u ever met an non-educated ppl?

The way she pretend,

the way she perform her self....

Walau eh....>.<

feel so bad to said like that..

but it seem like it is a truth,

beh tahan.><

I can clearly find out the difference between an educated and an non- educated ppl.

Seriously.><

Can't really communicate with her.

There is a big gate between us,

erm..

not even a gate,

jz can say like..we are from two different world~

From what i knw,

there are a lot of ppl around me are dislike her soo much,

or even hate her since i m danced with her when i was 10 yrs old in primary school.

OMG,

i can feel how pity is her.

but..that is jz a word that i can use to describe her lo..

CURELESS..

pls la,

try to make use on the earth source,dun waste it as u r using it!

Make ur self useful,

at least a bit la..ok?

GOD bless u~

lol.

Make life meaningful

2009-06-12T05:48:00.000-07:00

Went for clubbing with coursemate last night.
This time is special for me,
coz i took Lee Ning and Janice go together,
especially Lee Ning,sucessfully persuaded him,
feel so happy~
We went to Quattro
1st time that i went to a club with a lot of ppl inside~>< late=".=""><
Haiz~~!
Receiving a lot of assignment within this two weeks~
The submit time is getting nearer too,
I've done nth so far,
feeling cureless la me.
Anyway,this is my2nd year on diploma,
and for me,
there are considered as a basic skill and subject,
i'm not saying that it is easy for me,
but i hope that i can continue to advanced Diploma or even degree.
From now on,no more failure subject in my exam.
i'll do my best coz so far the hardest subject is just reach lv3,
and the highest lv of subject actually is lv5.
And i do hope that the school will prove my application.
God bless me~

A letter that my ah di,KianAn wrote to me

2009-06-02T02:24:00.000-07:00

i feel happy to see this letter,it proves that how strong is our friendship,and i really appreciate it.Take care well by livng without us~

A Shoulder to cry on . Our “private” talk ,
An ear to bend, Mending our hearts,
Money to borrow, Crying those tears,
Clothes to lend, Planning our future,
Friday night movies, Voicing our fears .
Afternoon walks, Our memories together,
Being together, May they never end ,
Always together, Forever friends…
至：我最疼的阿妹，
嘻嘻。。。时间过得真快哦，一年就这样过去了。。。这一年里，我们都有着许多的回忆，甜，酸，苦，辣，全都有。我还记得，第一次和你，Bryant还有台风（疯禽）讨论Assignment时，你一直抹鼻涕因为你伤风。。对不对？^^。。。嘻嘻。。。我们也在一起做了那么多的Assignment了。。。都顺利吧。。。没争吵，嘻嘻。最记得一次，华语呈现时，我放了个成语，你说不对，语气很重，吓死我了。。T T。。好才老师说没问题：P。呵呵。。。去学校和放学我们都一起来回很久了哦，有时是我等你，不然就是你等我哦。。不是你睡迟就是我睡迟，然后我来叫你起床哦。。哈哈。。。你我都“弱”。。嘻嘻。。。你也记得鱼店是我们的集合地点吧？嘻嘻。。。
还记得我们去过哪里玩吗？嘻嘻。。。我们唱歌，唱歌唱了很多次算不到。。。嘻嘻，Clubbing我记得又两次，云顶两次，逛街也很多吧，来我家PD玩，去啊姐家住，吃喝玩乐哦呵呵。。。我们大家都有很多快乐的回忆。。。还记的PD是你被埋在沙滩里面，我在旁边好像要杀你酱的眼神吗？哈哈。。不是我要杀你啦，是太阳晒+我眼睛小=看不到。。。哈哈。。。嘻嘻。。。你也喜欢欺负我，但是是玩弄的欺负罢了，所以没关系哦。哈哈。。有时我也很noob，noob到lampa酱。。说话有时也说很多废话，有些话没有的救的，哈哈。。都是要我们大家开心，嘻嘻。。。当然我会加强我个人的主见观念的哦。。。我的弱点你都告诉我，让我去改善，很开心哦你会告诉我，不然我的缺点永远都改不到。。呵呵。。。
我这次成绩不好，不可以去第二年了。。。不能每天和你一去学校了，不能帮你拿种的东西了，不能和你一起在学校上课了，我很伤心的我的心，我和你的相处时间减少了很多，所以你要加油读书，考好成绩，考给我看哦。。。如果有不开心的事可以找我诉苦的哦。。。需要帮忙我也会帮你的只要我帮得上哦。。嘻嘻。。。无论发生什么事，我们永远是好朋友，你也永远是我的啊妹哦。。。下星期一开课了哦，你要加油听书，Lecture尽量去哦，Bryant都有去的。。你们的时间变得很迟才放学了哦，我想，阿姐会叫阿华来载吧，那么你就不用搭巴士了哦。。而且夜了，巴士少，然后也不安全，危险哦。。。我没陪你去学校陪你回家了，所以，一定要小心呀。。。别让我担心哦。。。嘻嘻。。。。听他们说到这个Sem好像很难酱哦，那你要更加油知道吗？？？
当然，我得空的话一顶回来找你们的哦，我答应你们一个月至少会来找你们一次，当然有时妈妈不给的话我也没办法哦。。。所以。。。加油哦读书。。。你一定很厉害的。。。以后你会是个可女强人来得。。。呵呵，加以加油。。我会想你们的哦。。友谊永固！！！呵呵。。。读哪间学院还不知道哦。。。礼拜考了才知道哦。。。呵呵。。。
阿弟上^^

I do believe,our friend is always there

2009-05-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we was waiting for the exam result.I feel satisfy after got my result.I hope 2nd going to start faster during the holiday.But yesterday i changed my mind.I hope that this day will not come,because my best friend and my best Ah Di is going to leave us.:'(
It is too suddenly for us,i can't accept this truth,god!:(
I slept for the whole day,jz for not to thk about this sad news,but once when i woke up in the evening,i will start to think of it and the tears flow out from my eyes.:'(
Since he is going to leave us,i got nth can giv him except our memories.I want to give this to him~!!
I learn to create a slide show,this is my 1st to learn that.I found all photo about us in this year.I feel regret that why we jz took so less photo,it is too les for me.:'(
We experienced sadness,mad,happiness within this year..It is really unforgetable.
We still plan to go for our trip for every semester,we still plan to study together,singing together,play together,smile together,cry together,we still got a lot of mission have to going on~!!
Kian An,u cannot jz leave us like this~:'(
I used 6 hours to finish this 5 minutes slide show..My tears was flowing out while i m creating the slide,i appreciate our friendship.Very much~!

Today,we went for our small ferewell gathering~!I feel happy to have u all as my best friend,really~
Kian An,thks for ur take care within this year,u are my good ah di,good brother,and i am still ur good Ah mei,good sister until the end og my life~
I believe,we are~:')

Sharing wif u all~

2009-05-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

Estee Lauder Cyber White EX extra intensive UV protector Protection anti UV ultra intensive SPF50PA+++

light,non greasy and easy to apply.

Not recommned for smooth skin.:)

Loreal wht perfect Transparent Rosy Whitening

light and non greasy,and the twin tube press out with the white and pink colour essence.

Clinique 3 basic steps,,moisturizer lotion,cleansing gel,clarifying toner,and the wht colour is moisturizer gel that the BA giv me.

Jz went to buy some new skin care coz the old product is not effective and some are even almost finish.><

I went to Clinique in The Pavillion today.Basically loking up for the 3 basic step of clinique which is cleaning,clarifying and moisturizer.The BA help to observe my skin and recommend the product that suit for me,finally give me a free set of starter,is free of charge.:P

Try 1-2 week ,if really effective for me then will go to buy it and to continue use it again.

Recently seeing the new whitening product from Loreal always show on ads and magazine-Transparent Rosy Whitening.-rm56.20(after discount 10%)

Even the taiwan beauty show of"Lady first' introduce to audience of it's ingredient that effective for creating a pinky and whiten skin-rosy glow.Today when walking trough watson notice that it is organizing promotion now,and the whtening essence after discount is 56.20,so uncontrolled my self and bought it finally.:)

Previously i seldom buy Loreal's products coz it contains strong chemical and the smell is strong,but this rosy whitening gel is freaking fresh and smell nice,and it is easier to apply,hope it really effective.

There is another product that i bought from Caring-Vichy normaderm,the anti imerfection hydrating care.-rm100

Actually learn this from the magazine,and after that tried to search the comment about it from the forum and some blogs from taiwan.com,a lots of girl left good comment about it,so i decide to buy and have a try on it.Basically it is work for dilated pores,shiny patches,redness,recurrent imperfections,lol,lots of function.i have jz try after wash face,light and not oily too.:)

Finally the skin care that i wish to share is the sun protector that i jz bought from estee lauder-Extra intensive UV protector spf 50 PA+++.-rm170.

When i was searched which brand's sun block to buy,i saw a lots of good comment of this product.It is considered as a type of make up base too.Super-sheer,extra gentle and fast absorbing,this high level UVA/UVB shield with powerful anti-oxidants,ensures a brighter,flawless future for the skin.Instantly illuminates skintone,while creating a smooth,mattle base for make up to glide on.Copy from the booklet of directions.:)

it is light and not oily,i like it very much,strongly recommend.:)

here there is a blog about it.^^

http://blog.fashionguide.com.tw/BlogD.asp?PerNum=606&Num=10061

Happy Mother's day~

2009-05-10T07:48:00.000-07:00

Today is a very meaningful day which feel greatful for every children to thier mother.
Happy Mother's Day~~^o^
Of cause,i had selected sth great for this meaningful ceremony to my mom which is a hamper form Eu Yan Sang~Hope she will be healthy forever and always take care on her self~
I love you my mummy~
Forever and ever~
muackzz~~~~
Today i went for a wedding dinner,can be say as this is the worst wedding dinner that i had ever attended.
OMG~!!
There are a lot of reason that i m force to describe a function by this way that is suppose to be nice and sweet.
1st~The dinner hall is no air conditioner and as u all know how hot is the weather recently.Everybody is sweating when sitting at the hall~><
2nd~this is the worst point~!!Inside the hall got a lot of flies!!
Omg~Can u imagine how worst is the view that a wedding dinner was go on with a lot of flies??
@#$%^$%^&#$%^&$%
3rd~The bride was no smile and show her dark face during the begining of the dinner when she was walking into the wedding hall~>,<
There are a lot of thing that i have learn from this function and i'm sure that all this experience will be useful for me~
However,i enjoyed with my mummy inside the hall because we chit-chat a lot~^^
At the same time i met fish leong's mummy also,the M'sia popular singer;s mom coz her mummy have some family relation with my grandma~
Today is also a nice day coz Jin Yan's acupuncture shop open a business on today~
Congratulaions~^o^
I believe he is a good and kind doctor and will going to spend his life for the patient and society~^^
Wish you all the best~jin yan gege~^^

他和她

2009-05-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

他和她．他的她是个野蛮女友．
而她的他则是令她爱恨交织不得的粗心小猫
．他和她，总载着一箩箩梦，幸福的梦，甜蜜的梦，广阔的梦．
尽管他的她，是如此的野蛮任性，带着爱的他，仍然对他不离开不放弃
．尽管他的她是如此的多要求，温柔的他，总是带着自己满满的爱为她付出，令她满足．
尽管她的他是如此的好胜，带着爱的她仍然处处原谅．
尽管他是如此的的粗心，爱着他的她仍然没有离弃．
偶尔，他是如此的霸道，有时，他是如此的无理，经常，他是如此的孩子气．
但他的爱，融化了他所有的不是．
偶尔，他是如此的温柔，经常，他是如此的迁就她，有时，他是如此的呵护她，如此的爱着她，照料的她．
他的千依百顺，他的爱，让他溶化在幸福的杯子里．
很多时候，她是如此的任性，经常，他是如此的固执，偶尔，她是如此的小气．
但她的爱，让他把这一切都忘掉了．
有时的她，是如此的可爱，在他的面前，只有在他的面前．
偶尔的她，是如此的温柔，经常的她，是如此的柔弱，让他不禁用尽全力呵护着她．
他有梦．她，也有梦．
他和她带着相同的梦，盼望有天能美梦能靠他俩的力量紧紧牵着．

CHEAT=CHEAP

2009-04-30T02:38:00.000-07:00

I hate ppl cheat,extremely hate!!During exam dun want study,after that only cheat in the exam hall,for what?for pass??Let me tell you honestly,u have no quality!Ur mind=0,really dunno what this ppl cheat for.Exam=test our knowledge,how much me had learn,how much knowledge we gained.Cheat means mind is empty,then study what for?For a good future?Although you get a certificate,although u can graduate successfully,but u thk you will get good job good treatment?No.Coz ur attitude ur moral is 0.Those who repeat and resit,i feel so proud on you all coz you all are doing exam depands on ur own quality.

New love-Krispy Kreme

2009-04-28T08:58:00.000-07:00

I found a new doughnut at Malaysia-Krispy kreme,extremely delicious.Eventhough the original glaze is make people can't say "no" for it.This doughnuts cafe placed at Time Square,which is 1st floor beside Bapa John restaurent and big entrence.The shop is just begin at 27 of April 2009,monday.But when i go to buy jz now,there are a lot of people queue up for the doughtnut.Some people even bought 2-3 dozen,swt.It is extremely nice,those who like to eat doughtnuts must try it.There are two flavor that i prefer very much,which is the original glaze and green tea.Moody today coz feeling uncomfortable,luckly ady slept for 14 hourand ate such nice doughnuts,lol,feeling better now.Holiday coming,,still heaven find a job,mayb will not work at this semester.
Siew Chin food poison and stay at kulim hospital last week for a few days,hopefully she will recover back and sucessfully pass in the resit exam,hope all of my friends can sucessfully pass in the exam,remember,once u make effort on it,god will bless you,dun cheat,be honest to others,be honest to ur self,that is my good friend.Come on,show out what we have,what we can,do not cheat,that is jz means that u are weak and unable to do it well based on ur own ability.

My 1st year in diploma Public Relation is finished!!!!

2009-04-23T06:31:00.000-07:00

Finally finish my 3rd semester !!!Feeling happy,feeling relax now.I go to hang out with chin's once i finished my exam on wednesday.We go sungei wang,after that go to CHeras psr mlm,and meet my dear there too.I ordered my favourest"yim gok gai",the salty chicken,haha.Kian An really prefer to buy 3 drumstick!!Crazy him.He really strong when comes to eat,hahaha.And today morning we went to Green box at Jusco Cheras Selatan but the most important reason we went to there is besause there have sales for member today and up to 70% discount!!i bought 1 set inner wear and 1 bikini swim suit,i love it,haha.I go 1 more time for yim gok gai again with kian an and lee ning.Again Kian An bought 3 drumstick,lol,really crazy,haha.Actually he still got exam carry on tmr but we still fbring playing with us together,really sorry to him,hope he can do well on his exam tmr.jian an +u+u.Exam gone..my holiday start..my i feeling upset actually because within this month i hav to seperate with all my buddies,i will be miss them.Extremely.However,i will still stay one more week at KL for next to accompany with those who still fighting for the exam,at least they can still have my support.:)

i'm feeling proud to hav my parent

2009-04-13T09:48:00.000-07:00

I love my parent.
I alrealy stay alone at the hostel for 1 years long.
BUt,i'll still missing my family everyday,every moment when i am alone.
my family got 6 menbers including i
-my mum,dad,younger sis,younger bro and the most cute and small member-my dog pretty.
I'm feeling satisfy,feeling proud to having them as my family member.
My dad,is very cool.Although he is less chat with us like my mummy,but i knw he is the ppl who love me most in this world beside my mummy and my dear.
He's willing to do whatever for me as long as he is able to do.
ANd my mummy,prepare everything for me.never ever complain about anything, i feeling so touch..everytime when i back home,she will keep on chatting with me,i m jz like her closest friend,whatever she will jz talk to me.lol.i m proud to having them as my parent.
I believe
they are the best in this world~
Although i m not the most rich person,
although i never own a banglo,
a big car,
but i believe that i m the most satisfy and the richest girl in the world coz i own all the love from my family.
My parent love me,my dog love,my bro as well as my sis.
I jz want to say:Thanks a lot my baba mama,i love you all,i want to spend my life with you all~!:)

My trip finished

2009-04-05T06:14:00.000-07:00

I hang out v my friends at Genting last Thursday n Friday.Compare v sem 2 PD trip,i feel i that like that more.THat trip was so relax and no stress at all.But jz want to say,thks a lot to my friend,i feel happy to hang out with you all and thks to the 1 who cover quilt with me at the morning.>)
But sth happened on that night.i Heard sth laughing inside the toilet when i sit alone under the table playing v my phone near the toilet.Scaring..Somemore,8 ppl went together,3 of them lost their phone,1 very lucky can got it back,but the other two very unluckly can't got it back.So please take care when you are going out no matter anywhere.I got a luckly dolphin from the lucky draw at Gt Theme park and jz spend 2 bucks.Actually is me scream for kian go spend 2 bucks and jz have a try,who knw he was so damn lucky,haha,the dolphin he giv me as my 19 yrs old present,feeling happy to get it~:)
I m on the way work hard to saving $ in order to get my target now,hopefully i can get it 1 day~muackss.
Another thgs make me sigh.More and more cheater and begger on the road nowadays,i met 1 china men at KLCC last week.That time i was walking alone in front of Fendi,suddenly a man come close to me and start the conversation as below:
MAn:u speak mandrin?
Me:yes.
MAn:hi,i was come from China v my friend,but he is now going to SG work and will come back after a fews days............
Me:?
MAn:so can you pls lend me some $$ for me to buy some food?
Me:??you no money with you?(i was looking at him,he is wearing Lacoast polo T =.=)
MAn:no,so can you pls lend me some money?
Me:no..(smile..scaring..)
MAn:pls ,i will return to you at here tmr 9 am.
MAn:pls...pls
Me:how much you want?
MAn:MAy B serveral ten 10dollars la..
Me:i didn't hav so much $ v me now.(har ,several 10 dollars??i tought not more than 10 bucks)
MAn:you got how many with you now?
Me:i got no money,my family is waiting me at upstair.
MAn:Ur family waiting for you?
Me:ya..
MAn:(run away)

if next time meet those ppl,jz try not to talk so much v him like me==
very dangerous.

Lazy gul is here again:p

2009-03-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

A very long long long time never update my blog ady,really,lazy....><
Sorry for those who waiting for so long,i m fine here,still that pretty,still that healthy and...whatever la hehe.Oh yea there is another good news,my hair become more longer ady,lol~!!!!!:p
Usually i have not much to say,jz wanna tell some of my friends,take care on your self,altough we never meet always,altough i m not beside you,mayb you will feel like a bit stranger to me,but jz have to remember,we are friend always.Once upon a time,we were sad,we were mad we were angry we were dissappointed to each other..but,remember it is jz a past tense for us.What we suppose to do is look at the front.
My final is coming ady,again.==But we will hang out together at Genting before the exam coming~^^haha
Happying~~

24 of feb-My Birthday

2009-02-26T07:26:00.000-08:00

my 4th anniversary dinner dress

My bday dinner

thks my dear

the present i bought to my self

my bday present from my darling

My birthday jz left 3days ago,feeling soo lazy to update my blog>,<

I got a lot of wishes on that day and a lot of present,thks my fren .

Unlike last year,i celebreted my bday on the beach and accompanied by a lot of ppl,this year i jz wish to celebrete my bday v my darling and we had a lot of sweet and warm memories on that few days.i got a bday cake from my dear,he was sooo childish on 23 of feb night.he blow up all the ballon in the bathroom and he thk that i dunno but actually i can heard it.LOL

We had my bday dinner on 24 feb at 4Happy Res,again 4 happy res,haha.

i like the place very much,comfortable and the food is nice oso.

I got a nice present from my dear this year too,and i bought bday present for my self too,1st bought bday present to my self,the feeling is quite nice oso.^^

But a thing that i feel so sad is,so of my close frens never send me a wishes or even forget my bday.:( wuwu so sad.

Our 4th anniversary falling on 11 of March 2009.my dear had bought me a dress for that dinner,love it oh.

The school will start on next week,and i still waiting for the result of sem2,scaring.

Male chauvinism

2009-02-09T23:28:00.000-08:00

The topic that i m going to discuss today is "Male chauvinism",in chinese we call it as大男人主义。
The definition of chauvinism that i found in dictionary is an aggressive and unreasonable belief that your own country is better than all others.
Dun be too sensitive,i didn't say that all the male are chauvinistic,but unfortunately some of the male friend around me is that kind of people.
They are often depart from one's own view,they will never know to worry about other's feeling.
It is a bit more unpleasant to say that they are STUBBORN,OBSTIATE,INDOMITABLE.
This kind of person will jz do what they like and always make the ppl around them suffer a lot and dislike them.Did you know that you are really hatefully?
Girls,i dun think that you will choose that kind of person as your companion for life.M i rite?i m the 1st 1 who very unhappy with this kind of person,i believe that i will be crazy very fast if i getting along with this kind of person.
Those ppl that feeling angry after read the passage above,it is verified that you are a great man's doctrine person,you get mad because you did it.LOL
Dun be mad ,i'm jz telling the truth and for you to analyze whether you are a male chauvinism.If you think you are,then you suppose to thank god because you realize it.dun let it ruin your life!!
So far all of the hurata porcine that i met at college are kind and nice,woundn't have this kind of problem.;p

我们的爱happy valantine

2009-02-09T20:14:00.000-08:00

情人节快到了，愿我和我的darling永不分离
记得不能批评别人的幸福，因为你将会是最不幸福的那一个。
我们的爱，自己很喜欢的一首歌，送给全天下的有情人

手交给你一生交给你
在你眼里看见我自己
直到白头谁都不会离弃
永恒看得见幸福在心底
牵你的手相伴一世纪
我会永远承诺保护--你
直到我们连波纹都老去
也会让你开心不哭泣
我们的爱没有四季
每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱今天不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
Ave Maria
手交给你一生交给你
在你眼里看见我自己
直到白头谁都不会离弃
也会让你开心不哭泣
我们的爱没有四季
每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱今天不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
Ave Maria
让我看仔细永远不要忘记
所有好心情坏脾气苦与乐都珍惜
我们的爱没有四季
每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱今天不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
Ave Maria

我学会了更快乐

2009-02-09T05:44:00.000-08:00

今天出席了一个同学聚会。大家都没变，还是老样子，一样可爱，当然有些还是一样三八..==
笑声吓死人，我想你们都懂我在说谁，哈哈
别人说在这世界上有很多不同的人，我相信，最不能忍受的就是那种天天留意别人私事的人，无聊也可恶。最令我失望的就是当你把你的私事，你的心情告诉一位好朋友，因为你相信他，将他当你的聆听者，但他竟然将你的私事告诉一个他和你都不是很喜欢的人，想到这点真的觉得很生气和失望。
我在一位朋友的部落各看见一则日志，我觉得好有道理，我不喜欢那些在别人背后说别人不是的人，因此我也要学者不再在别人的背后说别人的不是，要就在那人的面前说，因为这样他才知道自己的缺点。ivy you're rite,i totally agree with you.所以朋友们，当我告诉你你的不是请你别介意。因为我还想继续和你做朋友。
经一事，长一智，每一件发生的不快，我都得到一个教训。我是个不能将自己的心情常在心里的人，所以我常常都想找人分享，可是很不幸的我找错人，这件事让我知道，不是每一个人都能当你的聆听者的，有的或许没那种耐心，有的听了却为你做宣传，有的会看不起你，有的却会在背后取笑你..因此，要找一位好的聆听者并不是那么容易的。
同时我也承认我不是一位好的聆听者，因为我不能守自己的秘密也不能守别人的秘密。
我一直在学习，学习为自己也为别人守密，朋友们，给我时间因为我相信我能办到的。
我更加学习到，不需要理会别人的眼光只要你认为你们自己是最好的。
自恋并不是一件坏事，因为自恋会令人觉得很快乐。我承认我真的很自恋，超自恋的。我对于自己所拥有的一切感到很骄傲。
宁，虽然我们在一起的日子有离有合，有喜怒哀乐，但我相信这些离离合合足以让我们更加了解对方，更加珍惜对方，有着令一半的你们认同我吗？只有经历过风浪与岁月的感情才会更坚固。
我很快乐，因为今天我找到了一道令自己更快乐的方法，也令我身边的人更快乐。
ignore你身边的无聊人，珍惜对你好的人，你自然就是世界上最快乐的人了。^^
情人节要到了，祝福所有真心的人情人节快乐，永远幸福；而那些假意的人就免了吧。

Senseless

2009-02-05T23:25:00.000-08:00

My 2nd Sem break start...1 month..
I have nothing to do within this month..sei mou..
If i stay home everyday jz for sleep,eat,play...i m sure my mama will @#$%*&$# until i @@...
CNY jz finish..many butik stop from vacancy ppl anymore..haiz..how?
Study annoying..exam annoying..even holiday also i feel annoying..@@
I want to find job i want to find job...Give me a job..><
Next monday is the gathering for semarak..dunno want to present o not..
I thk i should go de,y not?rite?yaya.;)
I've watched The Pink Panther2 yesterday night at Pavillion,not really interesting compare with The Pink Panther 1,the character is silly and funny;p
Sometime human is so damn weird,when during exam feel want to finish the exam faster..but after exam feel like lost direction...dunno what to do,except play,play,play and still play.haha.
Valantine and my birthday is coming..but when everyone ask me how to celebrate my birthday..i have no idea,plan to jz let it go..,mayb jz having a dinner,watch a movie with my dearest that is enough for me,haha.Those my college buddies,no cake for my birthday,thks.With the cake i thk you all knw what will be happen coz it happen the samething when everyone b'day with a cake.><
hahaha

Happy cny~!!

2009-02-02T06:06:00.001-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to you all!!i very long period i never update my blog ady coz exam is still going on+new year coming+i was worked 1 week before the cny coming.i jz went to work for 7days i got rm600+rm 200 angpau from my boss,haha,great.
I went to ning's hous at chu er night,the is the 1st i met all his families from both fasther and mother site.chu san i went to Genting with my family,my cosmetic bag had been stole..T____T
I imprecate the ppl that stole my bag!!
I went to pavillon and v Ning at 29 of Jan,jz walk around and we saw a mng sweater that i hope to buy last time,i bought it coz Ning also have a look exactly the same.haha.after that we went to midvally met Bryan,a friend that we never meet for so long.We had a lunch at kim gary,Bryan lovest restaurant coz ning said he going for lunch almost everytime at there coz there near his house.we've shopped a whole day,my leg pain like hell.><
Within 3 days i ady spend RM700++ on clothes..=.=
If mama knw sure scold me.We went genting again at 31 of Jan with Bryan.We went to his house at Pahang at that day.His mummy very nice jz like him,haha.
My exam is still going on until 5 of Feb,haiz,heaven start study also.
After exam straight away sem break for 1 month,dunno what to do for the month,with to find a job,hopefully i can get it.
Ning,i knw what u 've done for me,i really knw and i appreciate it.thks.Sorry for make u suffer some times,and i hope you will understand me too.i feel so comfortabe after told you all the things,i knw you too.thanks my dear,muackss.

Happy new Year

2009-01-05T05:57:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everyone,hope it will never be too late to say this to you all,hahahaha.I believe that this is a wonderful year,coz all the sadness are gone,my love back,my family back,my friend back,all come back to me.

What m i doing now?haha,it's interesting-Waiting for the coming chinese exam,coming chinese new year,coming sem break,coming valentine's day,coming b'day!!!hoho,so exciting.i appreciate all of it,hope you guys too.=)

My dear told me this year the love theme between us is"card",so i think i will be going to receive a lot of greeting card this year,interesting.Remember that you still owe me an crystal apple last year?until now i jz received the 3rd apple only and you promised that you will give me every year's valentine,this is the fifth year we're together,so you are going to give me 2 crystal apple,muacks.

2008年12月27日凌晨1:54

2008-12-28T07:15:00.001-08:00

2008年12月27日凌晨1:54

离开马来西亚的这几天，你过得还好吗..
海南岛的风景漂亮吗，有没有下雪呢..好想知道你的状况..
这几天，我一直都在听Enya的歌..她的歌让我想起我们的回忆..每一幕..都让我觉得好温暖..平安夜的那个晚上，我独自望着天空，感觉世界真的好奇妙..看着天空，仿佛看见你身在的位子..
说真的，我真的好想你..每当想起我们的回忆，都会觉得自己好幸福好甜蜜..
但很多时候都会从回忆中清醒过来，才想起我们已经说好分手的..甜蜜和幸福还会有吗..
想到这里我真的觉得好不舍..好痛..
在你离开的这几天里..我的心情是如此的平静..却又如此的沉重..看见育鸿的离开..我觉得好伤心..因为我完全明白妹妹的感受..
你呢..身在远处的你..是不是也是一样那么的怀念及想念我呢..还是..美丽的风景及欢乐的时光足以让你把我抛到九霄云外了..
我还真的很无理..你已经和我分手了..我还要求你想我..真不应该..
眼泪很不听话的往下流..真没用..
在你离开时我告诉自己要将对你的爱及眼泪完全封锁..但我每一次都忘记，每一次都犯规..
看着房里的合照，我感到很甜，好喜欢那种感觉..
我不想把它拆下..一来我舍不得拆..二来我怕家人问起..
时间距离你回来的日子越来越近了..我有点期待，但又不想这天到来..
因为我担心..担心你回来以后真的没找我，这样我会更痛苦..至少现在找不到你..我还能继续活在回忆当中..
我很没用..很矛盾吧..
无论如何..盼你一切顺利..

Lonely

2008-12-26T02:11:00.000-08:00

Silent night,midvalley.

jusco Green box s'ban,merry christmas

Love's promise camp

I've falled in sick at the whole last week.Suferred a lot.Last Wednesday was Ning's b'day,sorry that i m sick and can't really got enjoy with you.However, i felt so happy on the few days,hope you happy too.Last saturday and sunday was the holiday camp for the children.Me and Ming zhe,as a mc inside the camp.I'm coughing,luckly got Ming Zhe here,everytime when i felt not well he will took over my mission and kept on talked alone in front the stage,thks,ming zhe.=p
Feel so moody on this week,and 2 =midterm test going on this week,so tired.This is the most lonely and sad silent night that i had.The night of 23,dec2008,i stay at Alpha alone,waiting for silent night coming,sorrowful.=(
The day of silent night i and da jie xiao di them accompanied Asther go to Midvalley to buy clothes and shoes for her sister's wedding dinner on 25dec. Luckly got them accompanied me,if not i thk i will be so lonely and cry at the such romantic and meaningful day.We went to cheras pasar malam near 11pm.That night me,ah di n eddie stay at sg long.The next morning i back to seremban by ktm.That day was christmas,i like this ceremony soo much..But..it was not happened as what i hope to happen..i can't be with my lovest during such romantic day that i like.I went to sing k with chung de's buddy,it can be considered as a farewell party too coz yi hong have to back to Taiwan on this saturday.I stay at fotang that night.Although i stayed with a lot of them,my heart still feel so lonely.Recently i found the type song that i like most,by Enya.All the song she sang is meaningful and nice.When i listen to it,it makes me thk back about a lot of thg.

busy life

2008-12-14T18:51:00.000-08:00

A very long period never update my blog ade,a bit busy+a bit lazy,haha.If i have to write what happented along this period,i think it will be very long.The 1st thing is i live well with my dear now.This wednesday is his 21years old bday,we are going to celebrate by having a dinner,and i hope he will like it and will be happy.=)
Last thursday i had went for the International exhibition of diamond jewellery and watch on Starhill.Its really amazing,some price of the watch is able to buy a house even a banglo.We had our dinner at the restaurant at Starhill-Shook,the restaurant in front of the stage.This is the 1st time i having a dinner at such a high quality and romantic restaurant.The lowest price of the meal is 29 that is jz a soup,and the highest price of a meal is 129.=o
Four person together spent rm279 on the dinner.After that,we watched the 3D movie,Bolt at Pavillion.Wearing a 3D spec,a bit tired but it was not bad.
On the next day that is friday,we went for our 3d2n PD trip,together v my classmate.The 1st day we went to kian an's house once we arrive.His mom fried bihoon and cooked curry chicken for us.It was delicious,but mayb i m too happy for the trip,i jz eat a bit.After that they all went o my house waited me to take sth and i brg them to Terminal.We had dinner together with kian an's parents at night.It is a wonderful night because we spent our time on Bayu Beach until midnight,and continue our time when we arrived home,jz slept only at 4am.The next morning all jz woke up at8am and go to pasar prepare the food that want to bbq for the nite.We go to PD batu8 swimming and playing in the afternoon.We played for the banana boat,unforgetable.=)
We went for bbq at sunshine beach a the night.I m too tired coz the night b4 i never slept well,when time came to 10.30,i got into the car and slept. The next i kept my thgs and kian an fetch me back home.A bit sad coz this two days jz left so fast.I hope that we will have a trip every semester as to improeve our frenship.=)

Sorrowful

2008-11-22T01:38:00.000-08:00

Today is mum's bday.Mama,happy birthday to you.=)
As usual,i woke up at 11sth in the morning.dunno why,i really feel sad and moody.Mayb is because of you.Actually when i saw u gave me a message,i really felt happy.but..what can i do..i can't do anything..Our problem is still there.It's so frustating for me..Did u feel that i'm bleeding..
I hate sad song..but when i m sad,i like to hear it,it seems like the lyric is proving my thinking and my mood.i've notice 2 nice song today,1st is BY2-不够成熟，the 2nd is Jay's-说好的幸福呢？It's too great,it so touch.I keep on control my tear flow out from the eyes when hearing the song.I hate my self.I hate that i'm so flabby..Every time crying..(uu)、、、
Huay,can u pls stop crying..can u??U're so annoying...i hate you..i..hate..

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢词：方文山曲：周杰伦
你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的懂了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

BY2-不够成熟

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手
如果有一天我们有缘再见
你会不会想起说过的永远

Another cheerful day

2008-11-21T01:55:00.000-08:00

There are 4 tables combines together

All B4 and ex b4^^

sg wang green box

omg!!can u imagine how does he look like after this?

Zhen is forced by them for apply the cream on face=p

LOL.i think today is really really a happy and funny day.Today is Zhentasy's bday o.=p

We all celebrate with him after BM class at TBR.I think is the 1st time i sit with a lot of frineds at a store bsite the road,sth like mamak stall,around 25 person.wow!!

We sang the birthday song to Kuo Zhen until the people around keeping for seeing us.They bought a small size cake to him as we knw that the cake is not for eat so dun waste money to buy a big size cake.=p

After we sang the english and chinese song to Zhen,they all started playing with the small cake.All of them push zhen's face towards the cake,especially kar chiun,u can see from the photo,he is the one push with full strength!!LOL

Since tody is so happy,we all planing to went for singing after class.there were 7 person that go who are ivy,chee teck,jynn,jie,bryant,kian an n me.Me,kian an bryant n jie went by taxi after that coz we got one more class and ivy and them were went for booked room.We reached sg wang around 1pm.The time was runned so fast.They all done a lot of funny action especially Bryant.All of us laughed until can't breath when saw his motion and his expression when singing.He sang the chinese song that named you are my eyes by a blind man in chinese,and he acted as the blind singer done lots of stupid n funny motion to make all of us laughed.I'm the 1 who help him taked the mic when he is singing.LOL

There are some picture funny video for today.=p

A meaningful week

2008-11-20T07:32:00.000-08:00

Beaute de kose x'mas set

KLCC

It is really a meaningful week!!Although is busying,but it is really interesting=p
Ling and my dog Pretty come to stay with me for 1 week at wangsa maju,wow!!Actually this is the most busy week coz among all of the assignment have to be pass up on this week.But since they come to my house,i've no mood to do assignment and go to college,but i have to do so=(
The Media Law of the assignment have been handle by me n Kate as others gp member have to finish the rest assignment.I really gained and understand a lot on this subject and i really feel happy with that as it is the most difficult subject for me in this semester. Luckly i'm not going to be a royal(actually no qualification oso)=-)
Ling bought a new hp on monday coz the old 1 cannot be use ade.Besides,i really feel happy along the week and i really enjoy it.^^Thanks for accompany me,mei mei n pretty.Datty n mummy had went to cameron highland for two days,n they bought lots of strawberry,lol.I've bought the beaute de kose x'mas set on wednesday coz it is so attracting and it's really super duper valuable=-0
There is another commemorate day for today as today is dear's father brithday,happy birthday to you^^
Futhermore,i feeling so cheerful today because i had a happy hour with Bryant n Kian An on mamak store jz now.It is a long time that we never sitting at mamak n chatting for so long.I appreciate our friendship,hopefully it can be lasting forever..^^

Complicated mood

2008-11-08T08:37:00.000-08:00

It is a quiet night..i really wish to enjoy the night with a relaxation mood..but seems it is so hard for me to achieve that as i got a lots of assignment are waiting for me,and the due date is coming.swt..=.=
I've went to clubbing at coco banana with my coursemate on Thursday.There are many of them are 1st time to clubbing,especially the guys,haha.XD Well,we have a wonderful night that we really enjoyed it.Bryant is the most useless coz he is the one who drunk the most earlier.hahaha..XD
Seem it is so damn fatigue,i never go to college on friday,omg,clubbing till never present for class.:-) Ning sent me back to seremban at night,thanks a lot my dear~^^
I'm happy to back coz daddy had change for me a new and beautiful queen size bed,see how wonderful is it.(^o^)
Ling going for a ball tonight,organize by Chung Hua high school,i help her to make up in the everning,haha,but still feeling insufficient of her face coz i never bring back those professional cosmetic..haiz..
i've ade took some photo for those memory and my room,but since i jz formatted my notebook,so many program have to install again.i will publish it once i install those program~^^

Cheerful

2008-10-31T21:45:00.000-07:00

DKNY that we brought at Mid valley,my christmas present oso^^

At the outsite garden near first world hotel.

First World shopping centre.

Delicious ya^^

Cheers^^

Yesterday i,bryant,kian an,n ivy went to Sushi station after finish english lesson.huhu^^
Sushi station is locate at sungei wang six floor, something like sushi buffet that u can order lots of food.Although are jz four ppl,but it's really enjoyed.We've ordered lots and lots food,like being suffer from hungry for a few days.:-O Even the waiter also looked exiced when saw our ordered.We've sitted at there for nealy 2 hour,so can imagine how much we ade eat la.:-)
When time comes to four o'clock,we plannig to green box as time is still early.Today is hellowen,so all of the k room ade booked by ppl,the gal asked us waited until 5.10 if can,see anyone never attend for their booked room.We keep on waiting til 5.10,luckly somebody was caceled their booked,and it is a medium room,and it's jz four of us,wow!!I sang till7.30,then Ning come to fetch me as bin is having a gym pakage on Time Square.He brought me to Mid Valley after sent bin to home.He bought me the DKNY Red dilicious finally!!I love it since i'm ade looking for it for a long period.It is a charming set,unlike the normal apple bottel,this is more economical compare to the normal,125ml jz forRM235 and now with promotion,jz add in RM5 i can get the lotion.And he said this is for my christmas present,looks a bit early,but i like it~:-) Coz this limited edition is going to finish if not bought it now.
As usual,he sent me back to wangsa maju,and i ade promise v bryant and ken that we're going to yam cha tonight.But suddenly Nind decide to go Genting,so the yam cha activity dismiss,hopefully they wouldn't angry v me.:-(
However,it is a enjoyable day,thks for giving me a lots happy memories,my dear,my friend.

A fatigue day

2008-10-30T05:22:00.000-07:00

The clock ringing at 8.30am,i'm too tired to wake up,plus lazy,i pospone the ringing time till8.40,another time the clock ringing,another time i pospone the ringing time to 8.50am.This time can't pospone anymore coz today's class start at10.00am.I went to class as usual,the 1st class of today was a chinese class.Once i got into the classroom,the tutor seperated us to 3ppl in a group.After that,she asked us to go out,and gave us a title and we must start to create an essay or story or watever in the time of 15sec after she wrote the title on the board.I never prepare at all and don't knw what to talked about,jz spoke out something nonsence..=.=

2hours later was the turn of mass media law,the most difficult subject on this sem..our fat tutor is sooo funny and always done something funny during the tutorial class.Last week he brought a cup of coffee to the tutorial class!!Hav u ever see that teachers brought beverage to the class?He's the 1st person i saw.:-)The more funny thing he made today,he forgot to close his zip and open his leg to the student!!omg!!it seems like want to show sth to everybody..XD

After finish class,we all celebrated birthday with chor kuan and mei siew,i'm moody coz thinking about the chinese assignment,next week we're going to present and until now we heaven comes out with anything.Me and kian an planned to take my writing essay to show to the teacher and ka kee said she want to go back suddenly..swt..=.=!!Sometime i really feel huffy those gp member seems like non responsibility with their duty..Well,just me and kien an go to see the tutor la,coz i don't want my assignment comes out with bull shit..

Discussing with the teacher nearly one hour,i knw what to do on my assignment finally!!Stress release a bit..After reach home ade6.00pm.Damn so tired..Cooking for my self,as usual,jz cooked some simple dishes..i forgot to drop in salt and i only notice when i put into my mouth..==
Tomorrow is the due date for handing up certain homework,hope that i can finish it by tonite..God bless me.
And i feel sorry to my friend chen wei,maybe there's some misunderstanding between u and me,and i hope that u can forget bout it ya,coz i'm not intentional to hurt you de,we still best friend forever k..:-)

created 3blog a day,gathering atA&W with my buddies

2008-10-25T00:51:00.000-07:00

would you still got appetite when see this?

busy talking until never notice that i'm taking photo..

finished..

Crazy,i ade hav three blog now!since i m having a chinese blog,so planned to create a english blog as i wish it will help to improve my language skill.A long period never meet my secondary school's friend ady.at first,we all ade promise want to go for singing today,unluckly somebody can't attend for it,so the gathering dismiss.I feel so innocent,coz i scold by my fren!wuwu..she drop personal msg at msn like tat:"leave me aeroplane also no tell me anythg,this call fren"..omg:-(
The planner of this program is not me,i'm jz the person who spread news to others,she is the planner and she is going to wait for others to tell her everythg?:-(
Nothing to do at home,boring.Trying to finish the assignment as soon as possible,annoying..Friend called for A&W,went at 9.30,then 11.10 ade reach home.All of them are Cinderella,must back before12.00am.LOL.Since long time never meet,so lots of topic they discussed for,waffle together.I'm having a great stuff at A&W,a big root bear float,curry fries and big waffle.But i never paid even 1sen for it.This have to thank my dear friends,thanks for giving me such a great stuff and fetch me back,muackss~~

However,i hope that we can meet again and not jz for that short period.