如果爱你是种盲目
我不在乎没了退路
要拿永远当赌注，才算数
但爱变得毫不在乎
你的自私我的不服
风追逐猫的影子，太无助
我能说出一千个一万个理由去爱你
也能找出一千个一万个理由去恨你
这么投入都不够
还能再说什么
留下苦自己吞服
已分胜负早该醒悟
用坚强掩饰脆弱
忘记你的全部
这段情我是俘虏
输得彻底确给你祝福
忍住 不哭
From now on,
everything changed~
Something mayb was important so for me previously.
But,it is the time to change~
I want to fucus on my future~
I want to focus on my friend~
I want to focus on my self~~~
Dear friends,thks for giving me support~
I feel happy to have you all as my friend~
Thks~muackzzz~~
Seriously,i met an non-educated and brainless people today.
Hav u ever saw a girl that talking about ur bad things with others in front of u?
Hav u ever met a ppl that chatting all the nonsense and hamsap content with guys in front of her boy friend?
Hav u ever see a girl sitting at the store talking and laughing without care her image at all?
Hav u ever met an non-educated ppl?
The way she pretend,
the way she perform her self....
Walau eh....>.<
feel so bad to said like that..
but it seem like it is a truth,
beh tahan.><
I can clearly find out the difference between an educated and an non- educated ppl.
Seriously.><
Can't really communicate with her.
There is a big gate between us,
erm..
not even a gate,
jz can say like..we are from two different world~
From what i knw,
there are a lot of ppl around me are dislike her soo much,
or even hate her since i m danced with her when i was 10 yrs old in primary school.
OMG,
i can feel how pity is her.
but..that is jz a word that i can use to describe her lo..
CURELESS..
pls la,
try to make use on the earth source,dun waste it as u r using it!
Make ur self useful,
at least a bit la..ok?
GOD bless u~
lol.
Went for clubbing with coursemate last night.
This time is special for me,
coz i took Lee Ning and Janice go together,
especially Lee Ning,sucessfully persuaded him,
feel so happy~
We went to Quattro
1st time that i went to a club with a lot of ppl inside~>< late=".=""><
Haiz~~!
Receiving a lot of assignment within this two weeks~
The submit time is getting nearer too,
I've done nth so far,
feeling cureless la me.
Anyway,this is my2nd year on diploma,
and for me,
there are considered as a basic skill and subject,
i'm not saying that it is easy for me,
but i hope that i can continue to advanced Diploma or even degree.
From now on,no more failure subject in my exam.
i'll do my best coz so far the hardest subject is just reach lv3,
and the highest lv of subject actually is lv5.
And i do hope that the school will prove my application.
God bless me~
This time is special for me,
coz i took Lee Ning and Janice go together,
especially Lee Ning,sucessfully persuaded him,
feel so happy~
We went to Quattro
1st time that i went to a club with a lot of ppl inside~>< late=".=""><
Haiz~~!
Receiving a lot of assignment within this two weeks~
The submit time is getting nearer too,
I've done nth so far,
feeling cureless la me.
Anyway,this is my2nd year on diploma,
and for me,
there are considered as a basic skill and subject,
i'm not saying that it is easy for me,
but i hope that i can continue to advanced Diploma or even degree.
From now on,no more failure subject in my exam.
i'll do my best coz so far the hardest subject is just reach lv3,
and the highest lv of subject actually is lv5.
And i do hope that the school will prove my application.
God bless me~
i feel happy to see this letter,it proves that how strong is our friendship,and i really appreciate it.Take care well by livng without us~
A Shoulder to cry on . Our “private” talk ,
An ear to bend, Mending our hearts,
Money to borrow, Crying those tears,
Clothes to lend, Planning our future,
Friday night movies, Voicing our fears .
Afternoon walks, Our memories together,
Being together, May they never end ,
Always together, Forever friends…
至：我最疼的阿妹，
嘻嘻。。。时间过得真快哦，一年就这样过去了。。。这一年里，我们都有着许多的回忆，甜，酸，苦，辣，全都有。我还记得，第一次和你，Bryant还有台风（疯禽）讨论Assignment时，你一直抹鼻涕因为你伤风。。对不对？^^。。。嘻嘻。。。我们也在一起做了那么多的Assignment了。。。都顺利吧。。。没争吵，嘻嘻。最记得一次，华语呈现时，我放了个成语，你说不对，语气很重，吓死我了。。T T。。好才老师说没问题：P。呵呵。。。去学校和放学我们都一起来回很久了哦，有时是我等你，不然就是你等我哦。。不是你睡迟就是我睡迟，然后我来叫你起床哦。。哈哈。。。你我都“弱”。。嘻嘻。。。你也记得鱼店是我们的集合地点吧？嘻嘻。。。
还记得我们去过哪里玩吗？嘻嘻。。。我们唱歌，唱歌唱了很多次算不到。。。嘻嘻，Clubbing我记得又两次，云顶两次，逛街也很多吧，来我家PD玩，去啊姐家住，吃喝玩乐哦 呵呵。。。我们大家都有很多快乐的回忆。。。还记的PD是你被埋在沙滩里面，我在旁边好像要杀你酱的眼神吗？哈哈。。不是我要杀你啦，是 太阳晒+我眼睛小=看不到。。。哈哈。。。嘻嘻。。。你也喜欢欺负我，但是是玩弄的欺负罢了，所以没关系哦。哈哈。。有时我也很noob，noob到lampa酱。。说话有时也说很多废话，有些话没有的救的，哈哈。。都是要我们大家开心，嘻嘻。。。当然我会加强我个人的主见观念的哦。。。我的弱点你都告诉我，让我去改善，很开心哦你会告诉我，不然我的缺点永远都改不到。。呵呵。。。
我这次成绩不好，不可以去第二年了。。。不能每天和你一去学校了，不能帮你拿种的东西了，不能和你一起在学校上课了，我很伤心的我的心，我和你的相处时间减少了很多，所以你要加油读书，考好成绩，考给我看哦。。。如果有不开心的事可以找我诉苦的哦。。。需要帮忙我也会帮你的只要我帮得上哦。。嘻嘻。。。无论发生什么事，我们永远是好朋友，你也永远是我的啊妹哦。。。下星期一开课了哦，你要加油听书，Lecture尽量去哦，Bryant都有去的。。你们的时间变得很迟才放学了哦，我想，阿姐会叫阿华来载吧，那么你就不用搭巴士了哦。。而且夜了，巴士少，然后也不安全，危险哦。。。我没陪你去学校陪你回家了，所以，一定要小心呀。。。别让我担心哦。。。嘻嘻。。。。听他们说到这个Sem好像很难酱哦，那你要更加油知道吗？？？
当然，我得空的话一顶回来找你们的哦，我答应你们一个月至少会来找你们一次，当然有时妈妈不给的话我也没办法哦。。。所以。。。加油哦读书。。。你一定很厉害的。。。以后你会是个可女强人来得。。。呵呵，加以加油。。我会想你们的哦。。友谊永固！！！呵呵。。。读哪间学院还不知道哦。。。礼拜考了才知道哦。。。呵呵。。。
阿弟上^^
A Shoulder to cry on . Our “private” talk ,
An ear to bend, Mending our hearts,
Money to borrow, Crying those tears,
Clothes to lend, Planning our future,
Friday night movies, Voicing our fears .
Afternoon walks, Our memories together,
Being together, May they never end ,
Always together, Forever friends…
至：我最疼的阿妹，
嘻嘻。。。时间过得真快哦，一年就这样过去了。。。这一年里，我们都有着许多的回忆，甜，酸，苦，辣，全都有。我还记得，第一次和你，Bryant还有台风（疯禽）讨论Assignment时，你一直抹鼻涕因为你伤风。。对不对？^^。。。嘻嘻。。。我们也在一起做了那么多的Assignment了。。。都顺利吧。。。没争吵，嘻嘻。最记得一次，华语呈现时，我放了个成语，你说不对，语气很重，吓死我了。。T T。。好才老师说没问题：P。呵呵。。。去学校和放学我们都一起来回很久了哦，有时是我等你，不然就是你等我哦。。不是你睡迟就是我睡迟，然后我来叫你起床哦。。哈哈。。。你我都“弱”。。嘻嘻。。。你也记得鱼店是我们的集合地点吧？嘻嘻。。。
还记得我们去过哪里玩吗？嘻嘻。。。我们唱歌，唱歌唱了很多次算不到。。。嘻嘻，Clubbing我记得又两次，云顶两次，逛街也很多吧，来我家PD玩，去啊姐家住，吃喝玩乐哦 呵呵。。。我们大家都有很多快乐的回忆。。。还记的PD是你被埋在沙滩里面，我在旁边好像要杀你酱的眼神吗？哈哈。。不是我要杀你啦，是 太阳晒+我眼睛小=看不到。。。哈哈。。。嘻嘻。。。你也喜欢欺负我，但是是玩弄的欺负罢了，所以没关系哦。哈哈。。有时我也很noob，noob到lampa酱。。说话有时也说很多废话，有些话没有的救的，哈哈。。都是要我们大家开心，嘻嘻。。。当然我会加强我个人的主见观念的哦。。。我的弱点你都告诉我，让我去改善，很开心哦你会告诉我，不然我的缺点永远都改不到。。呵呵。。。
我这次成绩不好，不可以去第二年了。。。不能每天和你一去学校了，不能帮你拿种的东西了，不能和你一起在学校上课了，我很伤心的我的心，我和你的相处时间减少了很多，所以你要加油读书，考好成绩，考给我看哦。。。如果有不开心的事可以找我诉苦的哦。。。需要帮忙我也会帮你的只要我帮得上哦。。嘻嘻。。。无论发生什么事，我们永远是好朋友，你也永远是我的啊妹哦。。。下星期一开课了哦，你要加油听书，Lecture尽量去哦，Bryant都有去的。。你们的时间变得很迟才放学了哦，我想，阿姐会叫阿华来载吧，那么你就不用搭巴士了哦。。而且夜了，巴士少，然后也不安全，危险哦。。。我没陪你去学校陪你回家了，所以，一定要小心呀。。。别让我担心哦。。。嘻嘻。。。。听他们说到这个Sem好像很难酱哦，那你要更加油知道吗？？？
当然，我得空的话一顶回来找你们的哦，我答应你们一个月至少会来找你们一次，当然有时妈妈不给的话我也没办法哦。。。所以。。。加油哦读书。。。你一定很厉害的。。。以后你会是个可女强人来得。。。呵呵，加以加油。。我会想你们的哦。。友谊永固！！！呵呵。。。读哪间学院还不知道哦。。。礼拜考了才知道哦。。。呵呵。。。
阿弟上^^
Yesterday we was waiting for the exam result.I feel satisfy after got my result.I hope 2nd going to start faster during the holiday.But yesterday i changed my mind.I hope that this day will not come,because my best friend and my best Ah Di is going to leave us.:'(
It is too suddenly for us,i can't accept this truth,god!:(
I slept for the whole day,jz for not to thk about this sad news,but once when i woke up in the evening,i will start to think of it and the tears flow out from my eyes.:'(
Since he is going to leave us,i got nth can giv him except our memories.I want to give this to him~!!
I learn to create a slide show,this is my 1st to learn that.I found all photo about us in this year.I feel regret that why we jz took so less photo,it is too les for me.:'(
We experienced sadness,mad,happiness within this year..It is really unforgetable.
We still plan to go for our trip for every semester,we still plan to study together,singing together,play together,smile together,cry together,we still got a lot of mission have to going on~!!
Kian An,u cannot jz leave us like this~:'(
I used 6 hours to finish this 5 minutes slide show..My tears was flowing out while i m creating the slide,i appreciate our friendship.Very much~!
Today,we went for our small ferewell gathering~!I feel happy to have u all as my best friend,really~
Kian An,thks for ur take care within this year,u are my good ah di,good brother,and i am still ur good Ah mei,good sister until the end og my life~
I believe,we are~:')
It is too suddenly for us,i can't accept this truth,god!:(
I slept for the whole day,jz for not to thk about this sad news,but once when i woke up in the evening,i will start to think of it and the tears flow out from my eyes.:'(
Since he is going to leave us,i got nth can giv him except our memories.I want to give this to him~!!
I learn to create a slide show,this is my 1st to learn that.I found all photo about us in this year.I feel regret that why we jz took so less photo,it is too les for me.:'(
We experienced sadness,mad,happiness within this year..It is really unforgetable.
We still plan to go for our trip for every semester,we still plan to study together,singing together,play together,smile together,cry together,we still got a lot of mission have to going on~!!
Kian An,u cannot jz leave us like this~:'(
I used 6 hours to finish this 5 minutes slide show..My tears was flowing out while i m creating the slide,i appreciate our friendship.Very much~!
Today,we went for our small ferewell gathering~!I feel happy to have u all as my best friend,really~
Kian An,thks for ur take care within this year,u are my good ah di,good brother,and i am still ur good Ah mei,good sister until the end og my life~
I believe,we are~:')
Estee Lauder Cyber White EX extra intensive UV protector Protection anti UV ultra intensive SPF50PA+++
light,non greasy and easy to apply.
Not recommned for smooth skin.:)
Loreal wht perfect Transparent Rosy Whitening
light and non greasy,and the twin tube press out with the white and pink colour essence.
Clinique 3 basic steps,,moisturizer lotion,cleansing gel,clarifying toner,and the wht colour is moisturizer gel that the BA giv me.
Jz went to buy some new skin care coz the old product is not effective and some are even almost finish.><
I went to Clinique in The Pavillion today.Basically loking up for the 3 basic step of clinique which is cleaning,clarifying and moisturizer.The BA help to observe my skin and recommend the product that suit for me,finally give me a free set of starter,is free of charge.:P
Try 1-2 week ,if really effective for me then will go to buy it and to continue use it again.
Recently seeing the new whitening product from Loreal always show on ads and magazine-Transparent Rosy Whitening.-rm56.20(after discount 10%)
Even the taiwan beauty show of"Lady first' introduce to audience of it's ingredient that effective for creating a pinky and whiten skin-rosy glow.Today when walking trough watson notice that it is organizing promotion now,and the whtening essence after discount is 56.20,so uncontrolled my self and bought it finally.:)
Previously i seldom buy Loreal's products coz it contains strong chemical and the smell is strong,but this rosy whitening gel is freaking fresh and smell nice,and it is easier to apply,hope it really effective.
There is another product that i bought from Caring-Vichy normaderm,the anti imerfection hydrating care.-rm100
Actually learn this from the magazine,and after that tried to search the comment about it from the forum and some blogs from taiwan.com,a lots of girl left good comment about it,so i decide to buy and have a try on it.Basically it is work for dilated pores,shiny patches,redness,recurrent imperfections,lol,lots of function.i have jz try after wash face,light and not oily too.:)
Finally the skin care that i wish to share is the sun protector that i jz bought from estee lauder-Extra intensive UV protector spf 50 PA+++.-rm170.
When i was searched which brand's sun block to buy,i saw a lots of good comment of this product.It is considered as a type of make up base too.Super-sheer,extra gentle and fast absorbing,this high level UVA/UVB shield with powerful anti-oxidants,ensures a brighter,flawless future for the skin.Instantly illuminates skintone,while creating a smooth,mattle base for make up to glide on.Copy from the booklet of directions.:)
it is light and not oily,i like it very much,strongly recommend.:)
here there is a blog about it.^^
Today is a very meaningful day which feel greatful for every children to thier mother.
Happy Mother's Day~~^o^
Of cause,i had selected sth great for this meaningful ceremony to my mom which is a hamper form Eu Yan Sang~Hope she will be healthy forever and always take care on her self~
I love you my mummy~
Forever and ever~
muackzz~~~~
Today i went for a wedding dinner,can be say as this is the worst wedding dinner that i had ever attended.
OMG~!!
There are a lot of reason that i m force to describe a function by this way that is suppose to be nice and sweet.
1st~The dinner hall is no air conditioner and as u all know how hot is the weather recently.Everybody is sweating when sitting at the hall~><
2nd~this is the worst point~!!Inside the hall got a lot of flies!!
Omg~Can u imagine how worst is the view that a wedding dinner was go on with a lot of flies??
@#$%^$%^&#$%^&$%
3rd~The bride was no smile and show her dark face during the begining of the dinner when she was walking into the wedding hall~>,<
There are a lot of thing that i have learn from this function and i'm sure that all this experience will be useful for me~
However,i enjoyed with my mummy inside the hall because we chit-chat a lot~^^
At the same time i met fish leong's mummy also,the M'sia popular singer;s mom coz her mummy have some family relation with my grandma~
Today is also a nice day coz Jin Yan's acupuncture shop open a business on today~
Congratulaions~^o^
I believe he is a good and kind doctor and will going to spend his life for the patient and society~^^
Wish you all the best~jin yan gege~^^
Happy Mother's Day~~^o^
Of cause,i had selected sth great for this meaningful ceremony to my mom which is a hamper form Eu Yan Sang~Hope she will be healthy forever and always take care on her self~
I love you my mummy~
Forever and ever~
muackzz~~~~
Today i went for a wedding dinner,can be say as this is the worst wedding dinner that i had ever attended.
OMG~!!
There are a lot of reason that i m force to describe a function by this way that is suppose to be nice and sweet.
1st~The dinner hall is no air conditioner and as u all know how hot is the weather recently.Everybody is sweating when sitting at the hall~><
2nd~this is the worst point~!!Inside the hall got a lot of flies!!
Omg~Can u imagine how worst is the view that a wedding dinner was go on with a lot of flies??
@#$%^$%^&#$%^&$%
3rd~The bride was no smile and show her dark face during the begining of the dinner when she was walking into the wedding hall~>,<
There are a lot of thing that i have learn from this function and i'm sure that all this experience will be useful for me~
However,i enjoyed with my mummy inside the hall because we chit-chat a lot~^^
At the same time i met fish leong's mummy also,the M'sia popular singer;s mom coz her mummy have some family relation with my grandma~
Today is also a nice day coz Jin Yan's acupuncture shop open a business on today~
Congratulaions~^o^
I believe he is a good and kind doctor and will going to spend his life for the patient and society~^^
Wish you all the best~jin yan gege~^^
他和她．他的她是个野蛮女友．
而她的他则是令她爱恨交织不得的粗心小猫
．他和她，总载着一箩箩梦，幸福的梦，甜蜜的梦，广阔的梦．
尽管他的她，是如此的野蛮任性，带着爱的他，仍然对他不离开不放弃
．尽管他的她是如此的多要求，温柔的他，总是带着自己满满的爱为她付出，令她满足．
尽管她的他是如此的好胜，带着爱的她仍然处处原谅．
尽管他是如此的的粗心，爱着他的她仍然没有离弃．
偶尔，他是如此的霸道，有时，他是如此的无理，经常，他是如此的孩子气．
但他的爱，融化了他所有的不是．
偶尔，他是如此的温柔，经常，他是如此的迁就她，有时，他是如此的呵护她，如此的爱着她，照料的她．
他的千依百顺，他的爱，让他溶化在幸福的杯子里．
很多时候，她是如此的任性，经常，他是如此的固执，偶尔，她是如此的小气．
但她的爱，让他把这一切都忘掉了．
有时的她，是如此的可爱，在他的面前，只有在他的面前．
偶尔的她，是如此的温柔，经常的她，是如此的柔弱，让他不禁用尽全力呵护着她．
他有梦．她，也有梦．
他和她带着相同的梦，盼望有天能美梦能靠他俩的力量紧紧牵着．
而她的他则是令她爱恨交织不得的粗心小猫
．他和她，总载着一箩箩梦，幸福的梦，甜蜜的梦，广阔的梦．
尽管他的她，是如此的野蛮任性，带着爱的他，仍然对他不离开不放弃
．尽管他的她是如此的多要求，温柔的他，总是带着自己满满的爱为她付出，令她满足．
尽管她的他是如此的好胜，带着爱的她仍然处处原谅．
尽管他是如此的的粗心，爱着他的她仍然没有离弃．
偶尔，他是如此的霸道，有时，他是如此的无理，经常，他是如此的孩子气．
但他的爱，融化了他所有的不是．
偶尔，他是如此的温柔，经常，他是如此的迁就她，有时，他是如此的呵护她，如此的爱着她，照料的她．
他的千依百顺，他的爱，让他溶化在幸福的杯子里．
很多时候，她是如此的任性，经常，他是如此的固执，偶尔，她是如此的小气．
但她的爱，让他把这一切都忘掉了．
有时的她，是如此的可爱，在他的面前，只有在他的面前．
偶尔的她，是如此的温柔，经常的她，是如此的柔弱，让他不禁用尽全力呵护着她．
他有梦．她，也有梦．
他和她带着相同的梦，盼望有天能美梦能靠他俩的力量紧紧牵着．
I hate ppl cheat,extremely hate!!During exam dun want study,after that only cheat in the exam hall,for what?for pass??Let me tell you honestly,u have no quality!Ur mind=0,really dunno what this ppl cheat for.Exam=test our knowledge,how much me had learn,how much knowledge we gained.Cheat means mind is empty,then study what for?For a good future?Although you get a certificate,although u can graduate successfully,but u thk you will get good job good treatment?No.Coz ur attitude ur moral is 0.Those who repeat and resit,i feel so proud on you all coz you all are doing exam depands on ur own quality.
I found a new doughnut at Malaysia-Krispy kreme,extremely delicious.Eventhough the original glaze is make people can't say "no" for it.This doughnuts cafe placed at Time Square,which is 1st floor beside Bapa John restaurent and big entrence.The shop is just begin at 27 of April 2009,monday.But when i go to buy jz now,there are a lot of people queue up for the doughtnut.Some people even bought 2-3 dozen,swt.It is extremely nice,those who like to eat doughtnuts must try it.There are two flavor that i prefer very much,which is the original glaze and green tea.Moody today coz feeling uncomfortable,luckly ady slept for 14 hourand ate such nice doughnuts,lol,feeling better now.Holiday coming,,still heaven find a job,mayb will not work at this semester.
Siew Chin food poison and stay at kulim hospital last week for a few days,hopefully she will recover back and sucessfully pass in the resit exam,hope all of my friends can sucessfully pass in the exam,remember,once u make effort on it,god will bless you,dun cheat,be honest to others,be honest to ur self,that is my good friend.Come on,show out what we have,what we can,do not cheat,that is jz means that u are weak and unable to do it well based on ur own ability.
Siew Chin food poison and stay at kulim hospital last week for a few days,hopefully she will recover back and sucessfully pass in the resit exam,hope all of my friends can sucessfully pass in the exam,remember,once u make effort on it,god will bless you,dun cheat,be honest to others,be honest to ur self,that is my good friend.Come on,show out what we have,what we can,do not cheat,that is jz means that u are weak and unable to do it well based on ur own ability.
Finally finish my 3rd semester !!!Feeling happy,feeling relax now.I go to hang out with chin's once i finished my exam on wednesday.We go sungei wang,after that go to CHeras psr mlm,and meet my dear there too.I ordered my favourest"yim gok gai",the salty chicken,haha.Kian An really prefer to buy 3 drumstick!!Crazy him.He really strong when comes to eat,hahaha.And today morning we went to Green box at Jusco Cheras Selatan but the most important reason we went to there is besause there have sales for member today and up to 70% discount!!i bought 1 set inner wear and 1 bikini swim suit,i love it,haha.I go 1 more time for yim gok gai again with kian an and lee ning.Again Kian An bought 3 drumstick,lol,really crazy,haha.Actually he still got exam carry on tmr but we still fbring playing with us together,really sorry to him,hope he can do well on his exam tmr.jian an +u+u.Exam gone..my holiday start..my i feeling upset actually because within this month i hav to seperate with all my buddies,i will be miss them.Extremely.However,i will still stay one more week at KL for next to accompany with those who still fighting for the exam,at least they can still have my support.:)
