huay
A very long long long time never update my blog ady,really,lazy....><
Sorry for those who waiting for so long,i m fine here,still that pretty,still that healthy and...whatever la hehe.Oh yea there is another good news,my hair become more longer ady,lol~!!!!!:p
Usually i have not much to say,jz wanna tell some of my friends,take care on your self,altough we never meet always,altough i m not beside you,mayb you will feel like a bit stranger to me,but jz have to remember,we are friend always.Once upon a time,we were sad,we were mad we were angry we were dissappointed to each other..but,remember it is jz a past tense for us.What we suppose to do is look at the front.
My final is coming ady,again.==But we will hang out together at Genting before the exam coming~^^haha
Happying~~
huay
my 4th anniversary dinner dress
My bday dinner

thks my dear


the present i bought to my self

my bday present from my darling




My birthday jz left 3days ago,feeling soo lazy to update my blog>,<





I got a lot of wishes on that day and a lot of present,thks my fren .





Unlike last year,i celebreted my bday on the beach and accompanied by a lot of ppl,this year i jz wish to celebrete my bday v my darling and we had a lot of sweet and warm memories on that few days.i got a bday cake from my dear,he was sooo childish on 23 of feb night.he blow up all the ballon in the bathroom and he thk that i dunno but actually i can heard it.LOL





We had my bday dinner on 24 feb at 4Happy Res,again 4 happy res,haha.





i like the place very much,comfortable and the food is nice oso.





I got a nice present from my dear this year too,and i bought bday present for my self too,1st bought bday present to my self,the feeling is quite nice oso.^^





But a thing that i feel so sad is,so of my close frens never send me a wishes or even forget my bday.:( wuwu so sad.





Our 4th anniversary falling on 11 of March 2009.my dear had bought me a dress for that dinner,love it oh.





The school will start on next week,and i still waiting for the result of sem2,scaring.
huay
The topic that i m going to discuss today is "Male chauvinism",in chinese we call it as大男人主义。
The definition of chauvinism that i found in dictionary is an aggressive and unreasonable belief that your own country is better than all others.
Dun be too sensitive,i didn't say that all the male are chauvinistic,but unfortunately some of the male friend around me is that kind of people.
They are often depart from one's own view,they will never know to worry about other's feeling.
It is a bit more unpleasant to say that they are STUBBORN,OBSTIATE,INDOMITABLE.
This kind of person will jz do what they like and always make the ppl around them suffer a lot and dislike them.Did you know that you are really hatefully?
Girls,i dun think that you will choose that kind of person as your companion for life.M i rite?i m the 1st 1 who very unhappy with this kind of person,i believe that i will be crazy very fast if i getting along with this kind of person.
Those ppl that feeling angry after read the passage above,it is verified that you are a great man's doctrine person,you get mad because you did it.LOL
Dun be mad ,i'm jz telling the truth and for you to analyze whether you are a male chauvinism.If you think you are,then you suppose to thank god because you realize it.dun let it ruin your life!!
So far all of the hurata porcine that i met at college are kind and nice,woundn't have this kind of problem.;p
huay
情人节快到了,愿我和我的darling永不分离
记得不能批评别人的幸福,因为你将会是最不幸福的那一个。
我们的爱,自己很喜欢的一首歌,送给全天下的有情人

手交给你 一生交给你
在你眼里 看见我自己
直到白头 谁都不会离弃
永恒看得见 幸福在心底
牵你的手 相伴一世纪
我会永远 承诺保护--你
直到我们 连波纹都老去
也会让你开心不哭泣
我们的爱 没有四季
每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱 今天不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱 心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
Ave Maria
手交给你 一生交给你
在你眼里 看见我自己
直到白头 谁都不会离弃
也会让你开心不哭泣
我们的爱 没有四季
每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱 今天不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱 心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
Ave Maria
让我看仔细 永远不要忘记
所有 好心情 坏脾气 苦与乐 都珍惜
我们的爱 没有四季
每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱 今天不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱 心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
Ave Maria
huay
今天出席了一个同学聚会。大家都没变,还是老样子,一样可爱,当然有些还是一样三八..==
笑声吓死人,我想你们都懂我在说谁,哈哈
别人说在这世界上有很多不同的人,我相信,最不能忍受的就是那种天天留意别人私事的人,无聊也可恶。最令我失望的就是当你把你的私事,你的心情告诉一位好朋友,因为你相信他,将他当你的聆听者,但他竟然将你的私事告诉一个他和你都不是很喜欢的人,想到这点真的觉得很生气和失望。
我在一位朋友的部落各看见一则日志,我觉得好有道理,我不喜欢那些在别人背后说别人不是的人,因此我也要学者不再在别人的背后说别人的不是,要就在那人的面前说,因为这样他才知道自己的缺点。ivy you're rite,i totally agree with you.所以朋友们,当我告诉你你的不是请你别介意。因为我还想继续和你做朋友。
经一事,长一智,每一件发生的不快,我都得到一个教训。我是个不能将自己的心情常在心里的人,所以我常常都想找人分享,可是很不幸的我找错人,这件事让我知道,不是每一个人都能当你的聆听者的,有的或许没那种耐心,有的听了却为你做宣传,有的会看不起你,有的却会在背后取笑你..因此,要找一位好的聆听者并不是那么容易的。
同时我也承认我不是一位好的聆听者,因为我不能守自己的秘密也不能守别人的秘密。
我一直在学习,学习为自己也为别人守密,朋友们,给我时间因为我相信我能办到的。
我更加学习到,不需要理会别人的眼光只要你认为你们自己是最好的。
自恋并不是一件坏事,因为自恋会令人觉得很快乐。我承认我真的很自恋,超自恋的。我对于自己所拥有的一切感到很骄傲。
宁,虽然我们在一起的日子有离有合,有喜怒哀乐,但我相信这些离离合合足以让我们更加了解对方,更加珍惜对方,有着令一半的你们认同我吗?只有经历过风浪与岁月的感情才会更坚固。
我很快乐,因为今天我找到了一道令自己更快乐的方法,也令我身边的人更快乐。
ignore你身边的无聊人,珍惜对你好的人,你自然就是世界上最快乐的人了。^^
情人节要到了,祝福所有真心的人情人节快乐,永远幸福;而那些假意的人就免了吧。
huay
My 2nd Sem break start...1 month..
I have nothing to do within this month..sei mou..
If i stay home everyday jz for sleep,eat,play...i m sure my mama will @#$%*&$# until i @@...
CNY jz finish..many butik stop from vacancy ppl anymore..haiz..how?
Study annoying..exam annoying..even holiday also i feel annoying..@@
I want to find job i want to find job...Give me a job..><
Next monday is the gathering for semarak..dunno want to present o not..
I thk i should go de,y not?rite?yaya.;)
I've watched The Pink Panther2 yesterday night at Pavillion,not really interesting compare with The Pink Panther 1,the character is silly and funny;p
Sometime human is so damn weird,when during exam feel want to finish the exam faster..but after exam feel like lost direction...dunno what to do,except play,play,play and still play.haha.
Valantine and my birthday is coming..but when everyone ask me how to celebrate my birthday..i have no idea,plan to jz let it go..,mayb jz having a dinner,watch a movie with my dearest that is enough for me,haha.Those my college buddies,no cake for my birthday,thks.With the cake i thk you all knw what will be happen coz it happen the samething when everyone b'day with a cake.><
hahaha
huay
Happy Chinese New Year to you all!!i very long period i never update my blog ady coz exam is still going on+new year coming+i was worked 1 week before the cny coming.i jz went to work for 7days i got rm600+rm 200 angpau from my boss,haha,great.
I went to ning's hous at chu er night,the is the 1st i met all his families from both fasther and mother site.chu san i went to Genting with my family,my cosmetic bag had been stole..T____T
I imprecate the ppl that stole my bag!!
I went to pavillon and v Ning at 29 of Jan,jz walk around and we saw a mng sweater that i hope to buy last time,i bought it coz Ning also have a look exactly the same.haha.after that we went to midvally met Bryan,a friend that we never meet for so long.We had a lunch at kim gary,Bryan lovest restaurant coz ning said he going for lunch almost everytime at there coz there near his house.we've shopped a whole day,my leg pain like hell.><
Within 3 days i ady spend RM700++ on clothes..=.=
If mama knw sure scold me.We went genting again at 31 of Jan with Bryan.We went to his house at Pahang at that day.His mummy very nice jz like him,haha.
My exam is still going on until 5 of Feb,haiz,heaven start study also.
After exam straight away sem break for 1 month,dunno what to do for the month,with to find a job,hopefully i can get it.
Ning,i knw what u 've done for me,i really knw and i appreciate it.thks.Sorry for make u suffer some times,and i hope you will understand me too.i feel so comfortabe after told you all the things,i knw you too.thanks my dear,muackss.
huay
Happy new year everyone,hope it will never be too late to say this to you all,hahahaha.I believe that this is a wonderful year,coz all the sadness are gone,my love back,my family back,my friend back,all come back to me.

What m i doing now?haha,it's interesting-Waiting for the coming chinese exam,coming chinese new year,coming sem break,coming valentine's day,coming b'day!!!hoho,so exciting.i appreciate all of it,hope you guys too.=)

My dear told me this year the love theme between us is"card",so i think i will be going to receive a lot of greeting card this year,interesting.Remember that you still owe me an crystal apple last year?until now i jz received the 3rd apple only and you promised that you will give me every year's valentine,this is the fifth year we're together,so you are going to give me 2 crystal apple,muacks.
huay
2008年12月27日凌晨1:54

离开马来西亚的这几天,你过得还好吗..
海南岛的风景漂亮吗,有没有下雪呢..好想知道你的状况..
这几天,我一直都在听Enya的歌..她的歌让我想起我们的回忆..每一幕..都让我觉得好温暖..平安夜的那个晚上,我独自望着天空,感觉世界真的好奇妙..看着天空,仿佛看见你身在的位子..
说真的,我真的好想你..每当想起我们的回忆,都会觉得自己好幸福好甜蜜..
但很多时候都会从回忆中清醒过来,才想起我们已经说好分手的..甜蜜和幸福还会有吗..
想到这里我真的觉得好不舍..好痛..
在你离开的这几天里..我的心情是如此的平静..却又如此的沉重..看见育鸿的离开..我觉得好伤心..因为我完全明白妹妹的感受..
你呢..身在远处的你..是不是也是一样那么的怀念及想念我呢..还是..美丽的风景及欢乐的时光足以让你把我抛到九霄云外了..
我还真的很无理..你已经和我分手了..我还要求你想我..真不应该..
眼泪很不听话的往下流..真没用..
在你离开时我告诉自己要将对你的爱及眼泪完全封锁..但我每一次都忘记,每一次都犯规..
看着房里的合照,我感到很甜,好喜欢那种感觉..
我不想把它拆下..一来我舍不得拆..二来我怕家人问起..
时间距离你回来的日子越来越近了..我有点期待,但又不想这天到来..
因为我担心..担心你回来以后真的没找我,这样我会更痛苦..至少现在找不到你..我还能继续活在回忆当中..
我很没用..很矛盾吧..
无论如何..盼你一切顺利..
huay
Silent night,midvalley.
jusco Green box s'ban,merry christmas
Love's promise camp

I've falled in sick at the whole last week.Suferred a lot.Last Wednesday was Ning's b'day,sorry that i m sick and can't really got enjoy with you.However, i felt so happy on the few days,hope you happy too.Last saturday and sunday was the holiday camp for the children.Me and Ming zhe,as a mc inside the camp.I'm coughing,luckly got Ming Zhe here,everytime when i felt not well he will took over my mission and kept on talked alone in front the stage,thks,ming zhe.=p
Feel so moody on this week,and 2 =midterm test going on this week,so tired.This is the most lonely and sad silent night that i had.The night of 23,dec2008,i stay at Alpha alone,waiting for silent night coming,sorrowful.=(
The day of silent night i and da jie xiao di them accompanied Asther go to Midvalley to buy clothes and shoes for her sister's wedding dinner on 25dec. Luckly got them accompanied me,if not i thk i will be so lonely and cry at the such romantic and meaningful day.We went to cheras pasar malam near 11pm.That night me,ah di n eddie stay at sg long.The next morning i back to seremban by ktm.That day was christmas,i like this ceremony soo much..But..it was not happened as what i hope to happen..i can't be with my lovest during such romantic day that i like.I went to sing k with chung de's buddy,it can be considered as a farewell party too coz yi hong have to back to Taiwan on this saturday.I stay at fotang that night.Although i stayed with a lot of them,my heart still feel so lonely.Recently i found the type song that i like most,by Enya.All the song she sang is meaningful and nice.When i listen to it,it makes me thk back about a lot of thg.
huay

A very long period never update my blog ade,a bit busy+a bit lazy,haha.If i have to write what happented along this period,i think it will be very long.The 1st thing is i live well with my dear now.This wednesday is his 21years old bday,we are going to celebrate by having a dinner,and i hope he will like it and will be happy.=)
Last thursday i had went for the International exhibition of diamond jewellery and watch on Starhill.Its really amazing,some price of the watch is able to buy a house even a banglo.We had our dinner at the restaurant at Starhill-Shook,the restaurant in front of the stage.This is the 1st time i having a dinner at such a high quality and romantic restaurant.The lowest price of the meal is 29 that is jz a soup,and the highest price of a meal is 129.=o
Four person together spent rm279 on the dinner.After that,we watched the 3D movie,Bolt at Pavillion.Wearing a 3D spec,a bit tired but it was not bad.
On the next day that is friday,we went for our 3d2n PD trip,together v my classmate.The 1st day we went to kian an's house once we arrive.His mom fried bihoon and cooked curry chicken for us.It was delicious,but mayb i m too happy for the trip,i jz eat a bit.After that they all went o my house waited me to take sth and i brg them to Terminal.We had dinner together with kian an's parents at night.It is a wonderful night because we spent our time on Bayu Beach until midnight,and continue our time when we arrived home,jz slept only at 4am.The next morning all jz woke up at8am and go to pasar prepare the food that want to bbq for the nite.We go to PD batu8 swimming and playing in the afternoon.We played for the banana boat,unforgetable.=)
We went for bbq at sunshine beach a the night.I m too tired coz the night b4 i never slept well,when time came to 10.30,i got into the car and slept. The next i kept my thgs and kian an fetch me back home.A bit sad coz this two days jz left so fast.I hope that we will have a trip every semester as to improeve our frenship.=)
huay
Today is mum's bday.Mama,happy birthday to you.=)
As usual,i woke up at 11sth in the morning.dunno why,i really feel sad and moody.Mayb is because of you.Actually when i saw u gave me a message,i really felt happy.but..what can i do..i can't do anything..Our problem is still there.It's so frustating for me..Did u feel that i'm bleeding..
I hate sad song..but when i m sad,i like to hear it,it seems like the lyric is proving my thinking and my mood.i've notice 2 nice song today,1st is BY2-不够成熟,the 2nd is Jay's-说好的幸福呢?It's too great,it so touch.I keep on control my tear flow out from the eyes when hearing the song.I hate my self.I hate that i'm so flabby..Every time crying..(uu)、、、
Huay,can u pls stop crying..can u??U're so annoying...i hate you..i..hate..


周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢 词:方文山 曲:周杰伦
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了 怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着 你再不舍 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得 你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐 你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的懂了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢



BY2-不够成熟

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手
如果有一天 我们有缘再见
你会不会想起说过的永远