huay
can't sleep...
can't cry...
so suffer the feeling..
feel like dun wanna work anymore....:'(
我自问良心,从来没有利用过你,也从没有做过对不起你的事。
我当你是真心的朋友,当你有事,我第一时间要赶去帮你陪你帮你,每天准时seng msg给你问你起床了吗我们一起去学校。
我没有办法改变你对我的judgement,
或许是我们处事的态度不一。
但是我也想说,我真的不懂你们说照片不能放上去,你觉得如果我知道我还会放吗?对我有什么好处??得到你们的责备??
anyway,我并没有因为那件事儿气你,我哭是因为我觉得我真的不知道你会有这么大的反应,i mean for those photo that i published,what i knw is,the photo is a part of our memories,friendship memories,that's y posted it!
你说你不明白我,我就对你坦白,night job我真的很怕,因为那里没有一个我认识的人,我不知道下一秒会发生什么事。
我可以和susan的朋友们玩到那么投入,是因为我知道那些都是susan和她表姐的朋友,我知道我还是under someone's take care on me.
我给那个人电话号码是因为我认为那还是能under my control的,我没有拒绝他的理由,当时的情况,相信你都懂。
assignment,我也坦白吧,我一直没有主动做,因为我知道你的要求很高,做不好会被你bar,就像magazine design一样,你看了也不满意,对吗?所以我一直都在等你的吩咐,可是你没有叫我做,我知道当我是朋友,所以没有和我计较谁做多做少就自己在做。sorry,可能我们不能be work partner,但我不想因为这样而影响到我们的友情。
我要回seremban,自然有我的原因,而且你也不能阻止我回,就像我不能叫你为了assignment不要做工,那是一样的道理,对吗?
the most important is,i done my duty in the end~我没有连累你们。
that's all i want to say.
i can't control how u want to judge me,but what i can sure is i never ever did things that unsincere on you~
=)
6 Responses
  1. FlyerNing Says:

    well done my dear...
    well done~

    ^()nn)>^


  2. QIn Says:

    会过去的。
    不要担心!
    事情过了就算了。
    大家都是好朋友!
    加油慧……


  3. No name Says:

    那封comment是我写的,有什么想要指责就指责我!不要把你的文章写到好像在指责Joan!还有请你不要再欺负她了!她也是女生,也是很脆弱的!


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  5. I nvr say u had 利用 b4! I hope u watch out clearly my words. I dont like ppl defame of me~Mind ur words! I knew whr u get 利用 this words is frm No name comment posting thr!

    Anyway,I didnt hv ANY JUDGEMENT base on u, BUT only PERCEPTION base on the truth!

    I aso nvr责备u,Really!

    Thx For Ur Explanation for my Ques!

    Btw'ASSIGNMENT'~ ~

    I agree,I am high expectation base on I am the type of ppl once I do, I want prefect.Every1 knw it!

    I NEVER BAR UR MAGAZINE DESIGN,but only hui qin;cz u not do anything that time.

    Lastly u only do mgz layout,ok? u dunno hw v COOPERATE in the end & divide the DUTY.

    At the end, I accept wen v 投票决定,I nvr BAR if others feel good. I only follow明主义者!

    Hope u understand a words is call 'ABILITY'! I work due to my personal reason & I can complete my assignment early! And I nvr&ever STOP u bck seremban lo!

    I find as much as possible as I can after I finish work, I put sufficient effort to do bcz I want pass my coursework mark & dont1 u suffer frm it. I knw u sure tired after rushing for mgz layout!

    Ya~~ U not 连累us,but others do More jobs than b4!

    Anyway>>>I hope erything was Over! Stop Og This Mess!

    I dont 1 others suffer bcz of us. Sorry to u again for wat I am say is only express my idea & feeling!



    Last but not least, both of us working dis weekend. But u still take time to sms me dis morning!

    Thx for ur 1st msg~~ Is really touch! U said dat finally u get it is appreciate dis frenzship^^

    2nd msg~~really long!is ur bf send to u.

    thx again u still willing share v me.

    Hope u can do wat u had promise , He really a prefect man,Wish u can appreciate a guy like him. I agree wat he said in the msg. U had the分量in Our heart.

    Anyway, I hope u do thk n stand bck ur side to thk.Dont bcz of wat he say,u want to suffer urself. Jz b who u r,not need listen or care anybody like me.

    Wat he say I can changeur life, I TOTALLY disagree. Due to this is ur life,I cant change it. Like I aso not allow anymous to change the way I am. 

    If the1can change u, I thk is only HIM. Since both of u in love,5years time.At the end, I hope wat u say in msg> not gv up me is not after u recieve his msg. 

    But Is Yourself


  6. huay Says:

    no name,i knw that mayb u r trying to protect Joan,but hav u ever think that those words that u said might make the misunderstand between me and her become worst?
    u r not even got qualify enough to judge me since we dunno each other at all!
    Mind ur words,be gentle if u really care her~
    thks~